` jowena -

2007-07-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

Sorry post has been very boring recenlty .
Cause these few days mood not good lahs :/
Tried to spice up my blogpost next time :) , on friday skip cross country .
Went to causeway point meet yongkang , weijie aslo there .
Went to have a puff with yongkang , then went down to center .
Make my pants , then go play pool .
Must train my pool skills ,rahhs >:/
Then went to collect my pants , went back to causeway point . Meet fergus .
Many people there , actuall yi was very sad then fergus , zhen rui & lj go play the game .
Make me laugh till gt tears . Is really very funny lohs . x)
Yeah after people told me he lied .

Jitiao sot bodoh , yenping came . Lin & rou went home .
bernard , kor , ping , shunkit & aaron kor went to vista . I was so moody lahs .
Reached there , i cried . Bth lohs .
Kor & ping keep aks me don't cried , then kor called Dear .
Hais ..
Slacked at RC eileen lee came , then went to cwp with shunkit & ping .
Go find Dear , then go ljs eat . Shunkit treat me eat .Lols (:
Then slack at cwp , saw froggy they alls .
Shunkit send me home , thanks (:
Hai him no train go home . Sorry ahs !

Next day , woke up . Dear woke up early .
Meet nsie at cwp , intending to go town . But iaysh sians bodoh .
Then neevr go, saw zhen rui & xiaonic .
Eat at cavana , then went to carpark puff .
Keegan come out lerhs , talk to him he dao me .
ass , then they all ps me go center , denise , kathy & yimei went off .
Me & Dear first went to raymond hse then set off to the place .

Then something happen , so sorry haiss .
I;am really sorry Dear , i hope you don't think being with me is hard .
I really love you , but will you tried to care for me more ?
I'am really afraid ..
Then went to meet shunkit , saw kathy & dion toos .
Slacked & puff , then shunkit sent me to hail cab .
Reached home confer with shunkit , keegan & xiaonick .
Then i kup , hais .
then keegan & shunkit call , i 'am not allowed to cried .
called back , Promised kor i will be happy no tears (:
then ping called in , keegan kup .
I want to kup , bt they force me to talk .
Then went to room sleep , hahahs .
Don't care them .
wake up , think a lot .
Sunday boring .
Sians tmr school .

I want you to be happy , & thanks for everything .
*Him .

2007-07-21T10:42:00.000-07:00

I'am in such a mess , i don't know what to do .
Haisss ..
Many tihng happen , so little time .

2007-07-19T19:44:00.000-07:00

Ping - Yeahs , it alright lerhs now. Love you <3

phoebe - Yeahs , will derhs . Takecare toos .

LINg - (: , You take care toos .

Denise ah jie - Hahahs , Love you ! :p

Bong - Hhahas , next time i will laugh more (: , Still hurts a bit , But nothing lurhs hahas . (: Tc .

Fionachen - Lols is it ? hahas . Is does hurt a bit . Take cares (:

Yonghe - Ohs , i love your present . So long lerhs , at least you still will give . Sure i got any fan nao i sure find you talked . (: You too alrights . Take cares , seee ya soon .

2007-07-19T19:13:00.000-07:00

I'am bored .

Life have been so dull recenlty , if i am not wrong two days never seen Dear aready .
Now i know , i thought all the time meet would create qurruals .
But , it seem that when we don't meet we would qurrual .
He is always busy with his stuffs , & me?
A school girl with a an aim to just study , :/
& Yeaps yesterday i went out to causeway point to meet ah ping & ahlin .
Saw xiuyue with her nephew keith , cute larr (:
Mei feng came afterwards , ahlin called to talk to raymond .
He's coming .
Went outside cavana to smoke , raymond came .
Yong he came down to pass my be-lated present , so big o.O
But yonghe i like the present a lot ! (:
Thanks hao nan ren ! :p
Slack a while , went down to center . While my ah lin go for tution .
At center slacked , then meifeng go back cwp .
I called dongqiong , jiabao lied to me !
Stupid da baobao , but he explained to me . Go to your stephine lahs . >:/

Then some misunderstanding , help them talk then took cab to meet Dear .
Reached there , they sleep at playground .
Went up , smoke then lewei & weimin went to urine .
Left me & Dear there , i ask him why keep sleep & ask him a lot stuff .
Then we qurrual , >:/
Lewei keep ask what happen . Hais , he seem so happy with his brothers .
He never had that smile with me before
Then weimin & lewei went home , walk with Dear to cwp so cold ...
So i don't know why i keep laughing & di siao Dear .
Dear like so poor thing , haahhas :x
Before reached cwp , we patch things up .
Dear , collect moeny from i forget the name aready .
He with de hua , so they three accompnay me go eat . Stupid dehua XIANG TAI DUO x)
So funny lohs , then they went home . Me & Dear want to go take bus .
Saw kathy they alls , then went off to find raymond .
Reached there saw bogeh ? Which Dear keep called him . Lols
Sit there smoke , then Dear give me $$ take cab agains :/
Sorry Dear keep spend your money ,
Reached home , bathe & talk on phone with stella & meimei .
Then talk till i want sleep liaos lohs , then i straigth went to sleep .

Later meeting dear , myble going hospital see zhisheng .
D:

I Love nelson
♥

&
I Miss my Ah jie
♥
We are having less time together :(

2007-07-17T05:22:00.000-07:00

Fuck up mood again
My lfie rountine is gonna change okays , whatever i do today is all wrong .
i don't need pity okays , even i were to fall down I would walk up myself .
What for lied to me ? u think cwp nobody know u are my stead ?
even i don't ask , ppl will ask who u are with .
I ask you said alone , jiaowei a lot .

I tell you what , is not i don't trust you .
From now on msg girls all you want , i won't check your phone anymore .
Happy ? That's how much i TRUST you .

BLAME ME FOR BEING ATTIDUTE PROBLEM , FUCK ~

Whatever , went for CIP . Boring .

Anyways thanks YENPING . (:
❤

2007-07-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

I'am so wear out ,but i still have the heart to blog .
I did not went to school friday , went to meet dear & co .
In the morning i woke up early to go mary chia for my eye treatment .
Tehn slacked around alone , saw friends .
Then dear came , waited for him so fucking long .
Damn him , still have the guts to ask me why i looked so sians .
Ohya congrats on
Edwin daddy & Chiew yan mummy engagment (:
So set off to Bpp , bad things ahead . Got problems at there .
Some kinds of lian creating troubles for me , But in the end aslo sua .
Friends aslo in the end .
Then waited for jackson , then went to woodlands .
Xiaonick kor called me , thought i still got daiji .
He scold me dumb :/ , How did in the hell would i knew .
Dear , jackson & weimin pei me go reobrn fringe , they waited went to eat mac . Saw miaoqian &dion
Another want called me dumb agains :/
Go buy a shirt same with dear dear (: . then jiaoru came . Dear buy for me eat .
Can't eat finsh , grrrrs >:/
Damn waste dear money lohs , went to slacked .
Then dear give me money take cab , Waste his $$ again :o/

On saturday was My babe sis jiarou birthday
, helped her clebrated early birthday .
Meet lin at causewaypoint first , then rou .
Saw xiuxiu & huimei , went to kup cigg .
fergus came toos , zhen rui & xiaonick toos . Ting pulled me buy birthday cake for rou .
Then the surprise came , then dear come meet me .
Saw keegan , talked to him . HAHAHS(:
He was busy , so nevermind .
Then sit there slacked qurrual with ting , keegan called me aslo called me dumb .
but thanks for your concern (:
Sit mrt to city hall meet ah xing then mrt to marina ,cabbed to the zhen fa eat steamboat .
Haoting & jason came , eat & ear . Then dear & co came manny people siol .
Our side still gt those yew tee people , then soemthing happen again .
Ting drop my blusher damn fuck up , when one side to smoke & appease my angers .
I can said it did cool down fast , i hate myself >:/
Dear & lewei come calm me down , keep hit Dear .
Sorry lahs ): , really angry mahs .
Then haoting , jason& ahxing went to rush . Rou they all went home .
While me & ting went to find dear & co .
they keep drinnking , walk to a place to hail cab . Damn lon g the way .
Plus i wearing heels , fuck lohs .
Then gt cab , ton at dear house with ting , weimin & jackson .
Wake up go eat breakfast , then dear promise me sent me home . In the end he giv eme $$ cab home .
Fcuker __
Never mind , don't care .
Reached home , bathe then sleep .
Can't sleep in the night on phone iwth dear till want sleep then wake up no mood bodoh !
End of school , stay back for the maths .
Then go find Dear , sians siol .
Then mother come fetch me homee .
Sleeping early soon ,

Fuck - up for everything , DAMN .

2007-07-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

Another sentosa day with my ah jie <3 (:

That day sentosa . (: With tay xiuxiu

Me , huihui darl & dong Bfriend on the mouth Lols .

Guess what is this :D

Those sickeness when you smoke too much .

2007-07-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

School days are really so tired .
Yesterdat , i ponten my trip to Health promotion board .
Just to meet Dear , me & fiona did not went cause of her jieheng .
Lols .
So Dear came to my school outside , while me & yonghe talked .
Then Dear came with raymond & haoting , Slacked at there .
Jiaxin keep di siao me , that shortie freak .
Went down to causeway point walk around , then go 800+ eat . Dear all help me pay , so paiseh Bodoh ! .
Cause don't like useing stead $$ , Then slacked around .
Meet danny & lj , then danny went home .
Me , haoting , lj & Dear walked to causeway point . Dear & lj accompany me wait for my mother . Then they went off , Luckily mother never kb me .

Today , went to school . Can't wait for school to end .
Went to HPB with dong class with fiona , brother (: .
Had fun , hahahs .
Love my huihui darling & dongdong . Not forgetting fionaaaa (:
Reached school gonna six aready , went to eat chicken rice . Saw jiarou & sihui .
So huihui acc wait for bus to meet Dear .
I like maichiam keep stick him siol , Lols .
Everyday see him won't sians , but only make me more miss him when we need to go off .
Reached Fushan garden, i was imagining a lot of stuff . Totally gone case bodoh .
Hack caree ~
Slacked then , Dear walk me to his house there mother came fetch me .
Tommorow meet dear agains (: .

不同世界 , 彼此相爱
❤
Am i thinking too much or being silly ?
Anything could happen even the imposibble's ..

2007-07-10T09:46:00.000-07:00

Mr & Mrs khoo . <3

Me & Dear didi :D

2007-07-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

Happiest girl :D
090707 is th day i patch back with nelson khoo zhi kai . (:
I will cherish him like i promise to him . Hahas :D .
These fews have been meeting Dear , lovess him .
On monday , i meet denise ah jie but decided not to go school . Went to eat mac .
Saw jiabao , alex they alls .
Went to find dear , walk a lot . Damn
Finally reached , at his house slacked . Watch horror movie , eat & smoke .
After that , zhisheng & raymond came .
Then six plus , dear sent me down cause my mother fetch me home .

Today , thought Dear going work . But he msg me never .
SO he came my school outside fetch me , Went to smoke .
Then went to causewaypoint , wanted to make my phone but decided not .
Long queeu bodoh ! .
Then bus-ed to rss there with zhisheng & Dear , waited for weiting & weimin .
So funny lurhs :x
Saw cheese -ge ! , happy siol . Ages had not been seeing him . (:
Went to slack , Dear played basket ball asked him don't play , gei gan go play Then sweat lahs .
Arse ~
Lovees Dear lots (:
Took pictures , then Dear sent me causeway poinr saw aaron kor , dehua & alan .
Went tolite then mrt home .

I Will cherish , I Pormise .

Nana ♥ Nelson

2007-07-06T09:36:00.000-07:00

Sad & happy times just passed by .
Emotions mixed -up , can a guardian angel tell me what to do ?

Past fews day busy with my schools , no time to blog .
Been spending my time with ,Nkzk .
Sms & some meet -ups .
I remeber i went center with kiamyeow , ziting , fiona , jiarou & huilin .
Before that , i did not went for the CIP . Christinia attidute , geees . Weirdo .
Her attidute can be worst than mine ,
Grace followed her went . Slacked at center , was crazy at there .
My happy moments :]
Then went home , tired .
& todays , school was normal .
Went home straight bathe change then went out meet siwei ! :D
Lovee hers , went to collect my lense . Went to causeway point .
With huilin toos , meet fergus & lj :)
Smoke & slacked , went to shop for my presents siwei buy for me .
Buy my sotong collections , happy siahhs .
Then decided to watch a movie , lj said treat me .
Goodie him , watched ; My wife is a gangster; Three .

Nice & hilarious , i guess (:
Then something happen , don't wish to said .
I just went off without taking my sotongs& lense .
Went to meet nelson they alls , Someting happen toos , Called jiarou .
Cabed home back , xiaonick kor called me . Sorry i broke down .
Told him what happen ,
Thanks jiarou sis & xiao nick kor concern ;
♥

Went home with puffy eyes .
I can't bear to lose . You gave the right answers i am happpy ^^
Later myble watching dou yu , GOOD NIGHTS

GOOD NIGHTS !

I Miss you , NKZK . (:

2007-07-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

Me & patrick :D

Lee huilin is attached to patrick starfish on
27. O6. O7

Huilin : Hello , patrick zai ma ? .
Patrick : WO ZAIII !! ^^

2007-07-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

With naggings from ms yenping to tell me to updated .
I shall update now , past fews day i forgetten i really went .
I remember yesterday i went to bugis ,
Me , kathy , meifeng , weiting & huilin went to Bpp first , saw nice cardigans .
Walked around , lin was hyper - active .

Anti - copycats .
Hate copycats , brought the same bag as me .
After you seen my bag , you straight away buy . You don't have your own mind - set .
I don't like people having the same things as me unless they are my close-s .
But you are not , espically you talk no manners go brush up on your manners please .
Handphone same as me , bag aslo . If ever people said why is your bag similiar to jowena's .
Please said you are a copy cat or don't ever bring that bag out or esle i will make you pay .
Bitach ~

Bused to bugsi , reached there . We walked differenlty .
Brought a red skinnys & a sleeveless from topshop .
Did not really brought much actually , have to saved money recenlty (:
Cab-ed home , schooling must be back early .
Reached home , do my homework . My mother cooked me maggie mee , nice ^^
Today a person really make me felt my heart sank down .
But in the end he was th one who make me smile agains :) , i decided to change for you .
After that went to sleep (:

Today

At school , was paying attention .
But my maths i totally don't understand , i so scared i will flunk or something .
After school ask ziting accompany wait for ky , waited saw zhen rui .
Bus-ed to center , something happen : /
I'am not supposed to tell , so i shall not .
Saw meimei ^^
Ohya , i remember one thing , yenping teeth was stained with chewy gum .
Then kiam yeow ask : Yenping ni bu yao ah ?
Yenping : Mei you ar
Me : Ta ya chi chewy gum la bodoh sami .
*Laughs -s
Bus to causeway point , collect my cardigan at 77 street . Love it (:
Went to see bags for my schooling , then ping accompany me wait for my mum .
We talked alot , we will tlaked other days .
There are always time for you to change (:
Lalalalas .

I want a happy & simple life , is that uberly diffcult ?
I miss you , nkzk <3

♥
I adore my BENDAN (:

2007-06-28T06:59:00.000-07:00

I'am feeling rather uberly gulity .
How can i do that ? , i just cannot control my faulty temper .
Am i that bad like what people said ; Ahlian ?
Trust me i am not .
I will tried to control my actions & language .
I will make a change .

Boring , today center with wenbin , bendan & rui .
Play audition keep got disturb by rui .
Smack his pipi lahs :x
Saw froggy , junwei & his ginna's . Lols
Wenbin so funny sleep in the lan shop , T.T
watch rui play dota want sleep aready , that's why i hate lan .
One word ; DOTA .
So seven plus went to take bus home ,
We were discussing wether to pontent school , all steady morning come out eat breakfast .
But wenbin can't , nisey don't let .
& i need collect my pressie , hahahs .
i love my classmates can's ! ;D
There are my apples toos , never failed to make laugh when i am gloomy . ^^
I keep ask ziyong about siwei , hope's she fine . Miss her mans .
My good sis once , i can said ;)
i love winnie & siwei , remember my birthday .
& i thought we will lost contact , they even want to help me clebrate belated .
I really miss them :(
Reached home , bathe now using the computer .

Hello ! ; Is patrick in ? ^^ /
Me & huilin motto , whenever we speak in phone .
Cause
LEE HUILIN IS ATTACHED TO PATRICK STARFISH ^^

My dream and hopes for you just went crushing down , i lost you twice .
终於看开爱回不来 ...
❤
拿得起 , 放得下 , 我知道我做得到 .

2007-06-27T07:41:00.000-07:00

I cannot get used to school rountine ,
Like sleep early , get up early .
Come back school , do homework & sleep again .
But , me ? I come back from school . Bathe & sleep .
Wake up at 10 , eat & sleep late & morning i wake up i get so damn tired .
My dark circles is so dark aready , I hate seeing the sun .
I feel like sleeping .
Hate school life , if only school is during night that would be marvellous :P

School was boring today , maths teacher really sucks to the core .
Talking to herself , & darryl keep making a pig face .
Making my laugh till like some crazy pig :[
IPW , was kinda fun . Mr yeo was humourous today .
After school went out with grace & angela , i kept hearing people behind me calling my name.
But i could not see who , thought which malay guys disturb .
In the end , it was shabir calling me . He & his friends said i deaf .
Called so loud , no respond T.T
& now then i knew me & shabir same birthday date
Rarararas :D
Went to find weiting they alls , regret-ness .
Anyways i went there just to take cigg , no other motives .
Or esle , i would'nt even want to step into there . I rather go causeway point or home .
Bus-ed to causeway point , nichneo & xiuxiu called me .
Sorry cannot meet you two . Next time ! :D
Meet rourou , saw yenping & denise .
Ohya , zhen rui called me toos about steph things .
Some bitch go being a busybody & tell zhen rui said yenping want slap steph ?
Bodoh lah , Stupid typical ah lian .
Then went to buy chocolates then lin intro to me , yumm but expensive >:[
& buy a yogurt mine is cover with orea ^^ , while jiarou cover with chco peanuts .
Sneak in to mrt , saw lin .
Chatted in mrt , went to maomao house .
Lin abit pekchei , cause maoamo said cannot used computer .
So lin went my house , rou followed maomao .
We two so crazy xD
Lin called nelson
Asking wether is patrick in , who is the spongebob squarepants best friendster
Patrick starfish .
Then nelson said Iyahs , ta bu zai lahs .
Then we were laughing like so madly lahs , then lin keep use my housephone to put at patrick .
Poor patrick . :(
Then i slept again , lin wake me up just to tell me she make my sunglasses broke .
& I ask her , i sleep so long , you just keep finding the screw .
Then said ya -.-
I ji tiao sians diao .
My mother came ,she left .
Went to sleep agains ,go my room sleep till ten . My mother as usal wake me up to eat .
Always like that , then late night cannot sleep again .
& i eating i saw a note lin wrote to me , lols .

I notice something , i think a lot .
I wonder ,what does happiness make of ?
Love from your lover or ;
love form your sister .
I Guess the answer is pretty obvious .
I don't wish to elaborate much further .

♥
I Hate the feeling of being lost & not found .

2007-06-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

School is terrible .
I hate th school , lot of homework .
Teacher are retarded .
My life is ruined ;

❤
Baby , I Love you so much .

2007-06-25T07:37:00.000-07:00

School has start .
I can't sleep the whole night , i was wondering why .
Too excited ? , too high ? .
Motherfucking no ~ , anyways i just don't know the reason .
Midnight i woke up , message people to kill time .
But none replied , how goodie is that :[
Called chee sheng & used computer , cheese said those people so kiaus .
Only school , need to sleep so early . Laugh my ass out
Talked a while , i ask him go sleep . Cause i can't stand people who are tired talked to me .
You will feel irratated .
Went back to bedroom trying to go to lala - land .
But , cannot leis .
So i was awake till 5.30 , went to bathe called denise .
Preparee all that , went out . Densie called me at mrt asking i walk to mrt alone ?
Then i said : Ya , whys ?
She said : you run ?
i said : No , what for run ?
She said : There so dark , you not scared .
i said : There's is called music .
Laugh out loud .
Reached causeway point , saw nichneo kor & lawlen cutie.
Densie came , went to talk to them . My yk lj camee .
Eat hotdog puff , then kup cigg money with lj . Then went off :]
Reached sch , boringg .
Was having spot-check , i did nt got called out . I feel good (:
praise me :D
Reached my classroom , Same friends & same cb face teacher . Hohoho
It seem so dead to me , i was eating my hotdog puff in the class .
Recess , food sucks .
Came back , on my phone . Recived 22 msgs , yesterday replied's :s
After that , the rest five period i spent time sleeping .
I really cant take it .
went to 137 , smoke & drink . causeway point with lin &meifeng .
Saw miaoqian , slack around lorhs . Brought mushroom pie .
is very niceeee :P
Went to meet nelson , raymond & zhisheng . Then go eatt .
Go smoke , then they went off .
Talked with miaoqian & went off , reached home . Bathe & change laid on the bed
Wen to lala- land , finally :]
Wake up bathe agains , i cant find my lit text book . :[
Maths i don't how do , tommrow do lahhs .
Ask my class maths expert lohs , mother kb .
Me & Jiaoru conversation ;

J' KJR ❤ o8.o6.2oo7 & still counting .. { Literature - Script } says:

uiix finiishh yoor homew0rkk lerrh marhhs ? * { twit - lols }

ღ Nana Chua . I want to your present not your past . says:
HHAHAHS

ღ Nana Chua . I want to your present not your past . says:
i cANnOt FiNdDX mY bOoKSXX

J' KJR ❤ o8.o6.2oo7 & still counting .. { Literature - Script } says:
o0hss , iix see w0rrhx . b00ksx als00 kann misplace w0rrhx

ღ Nana Chua . I want to your present not your past . says:
YAx lOrHx , SiIaN wOrX . tUpIiD bOoKsX nArHx ! HumPhX !

J' KJR ❤ o8.o6.2oo7 & still counting .. { Literature - Script } says:
hahaxx . dhanchh uiix kann0tt dh0 yoor homew0rk . t0mor0x will kena sc0ldingg w0rrhx

J' KJR ❤ o8.o6.2oo7 & still counting .. { Literature - Script } says:
{ so diff }

ღ Nana Chua . I want to your present not your past . says:
Ok stop it , my head is spining
.
J' KJR ❤ o8.o6.2oo7 & still counting .. { Literature - Script } says:
yeahs .
ღ Nana Chua . I want to your present not your past . says:
Hhaahs .
J' KJR ❤ o8.o6.2oo7 & still counting .. { Literature - Script } says:
zzz.
J' KJR ❤ o8.o6.2oo7 & still counting .. { Literature - Script } says:
laughs*

Whatever i do does not seem to please me anyway or how ;
I ma just a born - loser .

I Love my dabao;
Baobao's Forever
❤

2007-06-23T14:45:00.000-07:00

The pic to said goodbye . Good night readers ! :]

Act one only -.- , only me never act .

Weird pirecing :s

Agains :]

me & hongyi .

Babes :]

Stupid lj :[

Neh him lahs ! :[

Me & meifeng .

Memories .

sentosa day

Sentosa day .

Weihong bike :]

Me , ketih & alvin

2007-06-23T13:13:00.000-07:00

So long never post .
Busy these few days , school gonna re-open soon .
How am i going to cope with it .
So used to night-life , how i am gonna get to sleep early .
& i don't even remember where i put my homework .
I so muddle-head :[
Anyways , past few days i went where .
I totally forget .
I only know i went to sentosa yesterday .
I Whole day never slept , ton with jowel at yew tee .
Leave food court , then went to buy laksa eat at near my house .
Smoke , th feeling was great .
Then botak , geoffrey & their friends came .
I went up my house to bathe & all that , xiuyue my house downstair .
Went her house , her house damn cosy :]
She on air-con , smoke then lin came afterwards .
Tay xiuxiu fell asleep me&lin took half an hour to wake that bloody pig .
Arse hole >:[
Went to ate yoshinoya , (:
Kathy & meifeng came .
Slack at cwp , denise camee .
Bus to harbour front , ate then denise went to find lawrence .
Anyways , Me & ah jie FIVE MONTHS .
Took shutter us to sentosa .
Went to change & think of th memories .
Memories just flash back at palawan beach , the same spot i was at there .
I remember watching you play water with them , while i watching .
that the spot i was sitting .
& How you make my happy by making the face just to make me smile .
& wipe my tears .
I WILL never forget . Even thought you left me .
(:
Then went cwp around eight plus , sleep at th bus till my leg cramp .
Pain siol .
Then slack at carpark with adrain & same peeeps .
After that my mummy fetch me go home .
I went to wtach tv sleept at sofa -.-
Wake up & bathe , i feel so cold lahhhs -.-
I like shivering seh , quickly change & lie down on bed & cover blanket .
Woke up at 3 plus , watch duo yu .
Weiting came my house , slack .
Tongkang keep calling me , quickly bathe .
Anyways sorry yongkang for waiting so long for these past two days . :/
Cb & lj forever :D
Then meet hime with weiting . saw nic neo kor , xiaonick kor , lawlen cutie .
a lot of peeps lahs , then go buy barbell .
Wait for hongyi , then go help me pirece .
Lj help me pirece , so fucking down lorhs . But they said style .
Cause all on top , then i special down the .
Lols ,alright lorhs . I aslo found it special toos .
Then hongiy pirece toos , walked around . meifeng & kathy came toos
Lj treat me eat KFC . ^^v
Went to da boh to tianic eat , a lot of irrattaing ants .
SO shift place , slack & talked .
Msg kegan & nelson /
I ma glad me & kegan friends :D
We all go find nel they alls , sianns .
Then weihong come fetch me with his motorbike .
go admiralty slack , sms with kegan & jiabao .
Heng they two pei me sms , or esle freaking boredd .
Then weihong go rounding with his motor-bike , funfun :D
The wind so fucking cold cans , some creepy place which are quiet .
Then 3 plus , weihong sent me home .
Chat msn with kegan then go bathe .
Now blogging , photos laterr :DD

Memories you gave me ,
Can you be my present & not past ?

2007-06-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

me & my lj <3

Me again .

Longest agains -.-

At yew tee ton , we compete whoose ash longer . MINE ! :D

When lj sent me , i found this pic in my folder . Act cute lah they two ! Hohoho .

You know , left to right . Is the guai to paikia .

Lj said he like gt slapped b people . x)

Said hello to danny ^^

See yongkang face , -.-

Cb & lj

I Love my lj !

Danny lim mu long playing PSP . haha .
{ Bitch guess what? we are still friends .}
you think of giving him see my blog i wrote about him ,
too bad we did nt become enemies .
Throw th face of christian & city harvest church .
Lalalalas , burn my tolite lahs :x
Mental-disorder . * roll-eyes .

Ton with lj , sweating after i ride the damn bike .

The day ton with him .

They two talking ''her'' things .

The day out with denise & yanming . My corn soup .

I edit the (: using my lj phone .

Nicholas neo kor tmr bring me go buy present ^^v

2007-06-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

Lazy , & It ended .
Shall not elaborate much , i'am always the bad guy in the storyline .
Anyway , who cares not much more 1 month .
Fail-ed once agains . Geees :[
You can't be there , when i need you .

Yeaps , recenlty not have much sleep .
seventeen june ;
Went yew tee meet lin & rou first , then rou ppei me go cwp .
Was dion didi birthday , xinhui darling celebrated toos .
Make two new friend , one is boon hoe & another forget the name .
Saw daiyang toos behind me , i did not even knew .
He going down to meet brent , xiaojess they all .
So i told him myble i go down find they alls , walked around causeway point .
Went down to meet xinhui , meifeng they alls .
At cavana slack , all sit different place .
Guess what i saw weikang , fucking hell long never seen him .
Hahaha .
Chatted , decided to ton .
Accompany jowell to yew tee chnage clothes , sit outside wait .
Then train back to woodlands , slack at cwp . Saw kennon & flasher !
Ride bike with kennon around causeway point , so boring what .
then lend bike from kennon , he cope one bike mahs .
Dion fetch meifeng , i ride my own .
Dions o funny fetch meifeng , the bike will left then right .
Then i laugh he said don't make him laugh , he can't see -.-
Reached there , i bwuang one car . Carelesss ! :[
Saw my lj !
Danny & hongyi aslo there , slack there .
Dion went back , then a while called haoting down .
Ahwei they all same time came , .
Sians lorhs , chatted with haoting about relationships .
he told mehe ex story , so intresting & sweet .
me , dion & haoting keep joking , keep making my laugh non-stop ! :]
Flasher came by , then went back cwp meet jowell .
Meet bu dao , went to yew tee . Went down my hosue meet her she ask me keep her cigg .
Watch duo yu halfway , off then go sleeep .
Tiredd :[

Woken up by lin , she called me gt come out .
Cause she going home soon so rou come my house .
Went back to sleep .
Rou came & call me , we chatted ^^ . Play computer .
i went to chnage clothes then go down eat macdonald , walk back my house to use tolite .
Then rou , played my computer a while . She went home sent her down stair .
Then was so angry that time , i complained to rou & ting . >:[
Shall not said what happen ,
Then eat cookies , jowell called .
Meet downsstair my house , went to find a palce to sit .
Smoke , drink & talked . Kinda tired .Head keep spining cause i PMS .
Then acc her go her house she bathe , i slept a while .
Then jowell told me somthing , :/
Went to meet francis & geofrrey .
Was so bored , ate eggs talk on phone with chee sheng , jing ji , jiamin & cookie . forge ther name .
Then jowell sent me home .
Reached home , sleeep .
rotted at home , xiuyue called . Use com whole day .
Tommrow sentosa-ing or thursday , waiting for rou confirmation ! :D
Prays she can :[
Time for pictures which i never upload for sooooo long . :D

Rememeber our sweet love song , I miss you suddenly .

2007-06-16T03:14:00.000-07:00

Hello's !
So long never been posting , Cause keep going out then no time to post .
These few days always with my ah jie ! :D , cause she will be starting sch early .
Cause her N's
Will be missing her , my ah jie .
I still remember our date , 22 January 2007 (:
I have no mood to post now , haisss .
Something just happen , i just wanna break down .
Ah jie where you . haissss.
Your phone off ~
I just wanna tear .

Choosing you was a wrong choice ,
i rather back my single life .
No more pain ,
no more troubles ,
Even thought i have no tender love .
I am sure i would carry on my life without you .
But , th choice is within we two to choose the path we want .
[Words are not said finsh , you shut me down ]

2007-06-16T02:44:00.000-07:00

My birthday cake !
THE END ! :D

Xing masterpiece . I hugging her xDDD

lOLS , at mrt we went crazy . Take ppl photos . Ting masterpiece

Group photo ! yanming & ah liang dhunwn take -.-

Before we went lot 1 , taka . !

Introducing my cakee from ah jie ! :D * in the end the cake drop on the floor -.-

Denise face T.T -.-

See my face how happy , wha liew -.-
why joses & yanming sit so far frm me -.-

Wishes don't come true ):

Mauckies ! birthday kiss for me . -.-

in kbox with joses sim , he keep thorw peanuts at me -.-

At lot 1 :D

2007-06-13T10:09:00.000-07:00

Today is MY BIRTHDAY ! :]
Wake up at ten plus , hohohos . Went to bathe .
Slack , slack & slacked , my mother ok liaos .
Wait for jie & lin , then jie keep talking to my mother .
Non-stop , me help lin make-up . Preetay seh *weet -o- weets . :P
Mother fetch us go town , make a lot of noise in th car .
Hhahahs , funfun x) .
Reached takashimaya , shop-ed around .
Mother brought me a guess handbag & a bonia sling bag .
Jie envy me , hehs .
Never mind , jie one day will come :P
Brght a belt too's , LOLS . Then go eat ajisen , nan-chi lorhs x(
Walk-ed around those branded shops , i finally went in to Louis vulton shop .
I thought it would like surprise me or whatever , but hrmmm alright anyways .
Love chanel shades :x
Then shop-ed agains , me & huilin so nosiy & funny :D
My mother fetch us to lot 1 , the carpark barrier fucking don't want open .
My mother press the operater button , damn noisy *stupid .
Reached lot 1 , went to meet ahxing , joses & jason .
Waitedd for ting & rou , then went to sing Kbox .
Sing , sing & sing , went in & out . Yanming & yiliang camee .
Then suddenly the waiter came in , they on lights .
With a cake , Omg . I surprise lohs x)
Then they all sing happy birthday to me , gan-dong :'(
Took pictures , lalallalas :D
Fucking happy canns . (:
Yan ming took number from huilin , aiseh :]
Then huilin & rou go off earlier , we sing & sing .
Then went off at nine , mrt-ed to woodlands .
Saw daiyang , shermaine & isabel . Went to causeway point to slack-ed .
& ya ! , we all at mrt on th way back to woodlands .
We were so crazy , weiting keep snap peoples without kwnoing .
Lols , ahxing the pics th most funniest .
Ohs , anyways saw sakura & angie .
Lols .
then went to cwp outside , Jie sent me to cab - home .
Lalalalalls .
Then i on phone with yanming , i talk half-way .
The lfit jammed , faster open . & run up to my house .
Yanming keep di-siao me , arse -.-
Reached home , junwei called me . Wished me happy birthday .
Hahahahs . :D
Then mother said i so guai todays ^^
She said why i so tired , said i saw ghost . jk anyways -.-
Then who care's ,
Anyways , yenping said will celebrate with me next time .
Be-lated .
HUNGRY SEH ! ):

Anyways , thanks those who wish me happy birthday !
Photos will be up-load by tmr :D

I Love Todays :D
Thanks for everything (:

2007-06-12T09:59:00.000-07:00

Woken up by xiuyue upteen times , i kept sleep back .
Ohya , i went back home . Xiuyue & aitien sent me home :D
Hahahahs .
Woke up , went to cwp meet denise , lin & yenping .
Went to buy straws , then OJ .
Our memories , slack at there .
Talked to yenping , nice chat anyways :D
Then zhen rui , ah wei & his friend ''Tiongxim ''
I Assummed (: , walk to pasar malam . Yenping went missing .
Walked to cwp , go cavana find xiu yue .
She brght me a cake , with a candle . HAHAHAH"D
Thanks man ! .
Something happen , thanks to nise & huilin anyways !(:
I love you two's :D
huilin went home , i followed denise .
While zhen rui , xiuyue they went MOS .
I can't go , sadly .
went to find junwei , i cried . OMG -.-
Thanks junwei for the concern , jiabao & t rest were there .
Froggy came afterwards , talked talked .
HHAHAHS, buay gan's ><
Those who wish me Happy birthday ! thanks (:
Tommy , huilin , denise , cheesheng , lawrence
,danson , dion ,ting , rou ,
yenfang , pearl , weimin , nelson , shimei
, siying , yonghe , huihui &roger

& Nelson khoo zhi kai LIER :D

I LOVE DENISE AH JIE & LEE HUILIN :D

& cheese ask me put the "kiap'' which he assmused .
On my brother nose .
Nw cheese snoring .

2007-06-12T09:51:00.000-07:00

THE END !

2007-06-12T09:27:00.000-07:00

Hey:D
Yesterday went to meet ting first i think ?
Forget about it .
I knew we gt police screen anyways , denise & lawrence one month .
They went to lovely -dovely . "D
Went to center after that with roger , aaron & ting .
Then ting want find weimin they alls , T.T
Met xiuyue , slack lor .
Blahblah .
See them jiu sians , wha liew .
collin came , he treat us duck LOLS ! :DDD
then walked to 800+ , cabbed to cwp .
Saw ping , bel ,sher , jingjie & dion .
Then waited for xiuyue , mrt to yew tee .
tontonton , let pictures speak :DD

2007-06-09T08:19:00.000-07:00

Today wake up , dear message me .
Hrmm , xiaonick kor not having home - leave . How sad .
Hahahs .
Then went to causeway point , dick keep ask me faster .
Reached meet dear first , why he soo tall ):
Went to arcade ,meet dick they alls .
They keep play the puching machine , Lols . LOSERpunch .
Then dick they all go center , dear keep ask me eat .
Help him choose a earring for his mother ;D , dear actually swensense or piza hut .
But i keep tell him , i was so full .
Sweety him (:
In the end go eat cavana , cannot eat finsh siahs ): .
xiu yue & huimei came , went to center .
Ohya ! :D , denise & ak lawrence cmme toos .
Play a game of pool with phyills , lose .
Then something happen , :/
Went outside pei dear , then go home .
Took same train with his ginna , reached home .
Use comp, message xiu yue , Mos ):
Dear said i very caring , hahahs :x
Tommorow celebrating early birthday :DDDDDD

I Love dear :D
four more days ~ to my birthday .

2007-06-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

me & lawlen cutie :D
Nicholas the zhong

Lawlen the ginna

me & nicholas neo kor :DD .

YOU SEE , IT ALL CONNECTS :DD
The end !

2007-06-08T09:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday , went out during midnight .
Was conferencing with cheese & ting , cheese keep tell me be - careful got ghost .
Lols , i never heard it . Saw one couple qurrual .
They thought mid-night no people . shout till so bloody loud .
Lols .
Then reached mac , saw aitien & xiu yue .
Went to mac eat , xiu yue so Kao-bei .
Actually is drunk , ownself said nt . Lols , went to smoke & chatted .
Then aitien called francis if it is like that spell-ed .
Went to carpark slack , talking about DXO & MOS .
xiu yue tml going dxo , uniform - party .
Guess what she wearing ITE boy uni , Hhahahs .
So coooooooooool :D
Then slack at kopitiam , francis bring another friend .
First train came , aitien & xiu nt going so i went home first .
Buay- tong lioas , francis said i lously T.T
Since his friend , geofrey ? :/
Stayyed six - one -two , same blk sehh .
Walked to francis house to collect his shoe , then walked back to 612 .
Farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~
Xiuyue sms said gt ppl afford them beers , Llalaalals .
Reached he stayed nine , i stayed six .
Went to slp , tireddd siahhhs .
Wake up , msn chatted with ting on phone .
she never go out , so waited till 5 plus .
Went out , meet xiuyue give her jacket back . Saw my mother , they went to walk .
I go arcade play game , saw nichneo & lawlen .
So went carpark smoke , then walked around later on meet my mother go buy stuffs .
yeps , ta-bao pasta go home eat .
LOLS !
Tmr he homelleavvvveeee :DDDDDDDDD

In the first place , we should not be together .
Being friends is always th best .

2007-06-06T01:42:00.000-07:00

I am just entertaining my suckish life .
Yesterday , i went causeway point to meet weiting .
was on phone with huilin , when dion didi called me .
Then waited for weiting , go smoke .
Rou came afterwards , went to amk hub .
Meet huilin & iris .
Sorry for shouting at chee sheng :x , that time really very pek chei lahs .
Went to do madicure , fourty bucks .
Heart pain , ):
LOLS .
then came back , go carpark meet phyills & miaoqian .
Weiting said want throw her cigg , siao eh the . LOLS
then weiting & phyillis went , left me & miaoqian .
Ahxing & daiyang came .
walked around , keep pester them to go woodlands cntre .
Went there , saw quite lot of people .
cwp was like so empty lahs -.-
play poool all that , lose to ah xing & froggy .
DAMN KA PO ! >:(
Bid good bye .
Mrt with ah xing to yew tee , he sent me home .
I told him a ghost story in da lift , Lols .
Then before i go , i ask him be careful ! -.-LOLS
I know i lame .

I don't care what you all said , cause i don't give a damn . (:

Nelson , danny or whoever got the guts said my jw infront of her .
Why no guts said infront of me , no balls ahs ? .
If you all really want ka my jw , ka infront of th person who don't bao toh lahs .
Dumb idoits ~ wha liew .

2007-06-06T01:26:00.000-07:00

Eye swollen ):

Pictures First =DD

Went town on that day (:

2007-06-04T11:08:00.001-07:00

went town to bu stuffs with denise , isabel , nichneo , bernard ,kiamyeow & ah rui .
Then went to center , after that causeway point .
slackeedd .

I Hope you find your happiness , in t end you break your promise .
Is alright , My past ; My memories .

I Love you ; Kegen .

8 More days to my birthday :DDDD

2007-06-03T09:22:00.000-07:00

My masterPiece :D

2007-06-03T09:01:00.001-07:00

A Day without make - up , :DDD

2007-06-03T07:39:00.000-07:00

My blog has been nua-ing for days ,
Shall not talk too much on past few days .
Yesterday went causeway point to meet dion did , & xiaonick kor aslo homeleave .
So saw miaoqian & zhongling , then roger called .
Want's to come down & meet me ,
So me & diao really very sianns lurhs ): , he called nelson .
They at double - court , went there .
All come get cigg niahs , Fcukers :x
Then they all went home , pangseh us . Knn
They go senoko , said what nine plus come back woodlands .
Lan tiew . ~
& Saw froggy , andre & jesline , Lols .
I chased froggy , froggy gei gan go run in the wet grass .
His slippers both stuck in th mud .
Hahahas :D
Then me & dion bus-ed back to causeway point .
Saw , jingjie & rovson . Ask jingjie acc go have a puff .
Then play puzzle - bubble to kill time , xiaonick came .
Pull him to carpark with him go smoke ,
Then go in , dick said want go in . Then we go in agains .
Dick keep di-siao me T.T , ask me if i xiaonick gan - mei , mean i his gan - mei .
So must call-ed him korkor -.- ,
Then went in , OHYA . Saw lawlen tooos , so fuckin happy lurhs .
He pinch my face so hard , but afterall i so long never seen him .
It alright ;D
So decided to go titanic slacked , then jazzeral & cindy came .
At there , chatted decide to go OMH .
Then at inter-change waited for th bus damn hell long , then dick two ginna msg me .
Dick keep ask me the same question .
I aslo dono lorhs , then bus finally came .
Went there , fucking hell lot spider webs .
Ewwww lahs -.-
Then called dick , yeps then said hao lehr .(:
Went backc causewaypoint , slack with han lian they alls .
& is alvin birthday .
Saw collin , ah ben , ai tien & xiu yue ? I think -.-
Slacked till jowel frm block 19 came back , then want to cab back to yew tee .
Collin keep sing '' Ai wo bie zhou "
Bhb ~ -.-
Reached home , msgmsgmsg . :DD
Slept , wake up .
Called Him , got scolding ):
Then lin called me , meet ahxing then went down to meet jiarou , lin & jaslyn .
Xue wei was there toos , enemies to friends ;D
Hehs ! .
Ah xing kept entertaning us , lols .
Dai yang came afterwards , go kopitiam then lin they went home .
went to play some basketball , daiyang .
Smoke , then go ah xing house .
His mother so friendly & hilarious .
They all went lot 1 , while me went home .
Hais , He go back lerhs .
Gonna write him letter myble ? , misses lorhs .
Waiting for his next home leaveeeeee :DDD
:DDDDD

My love for you ; Is tenderly true .

2007-05-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

{ Me & ah rui ! }

I just hope you are gonna do fine in there .
I cried again ; for you .
But i guess i have the valid reason . (:
I remeber talking to you yesterday , & i recived these kind of news .
I hope when you come out , you will be a brand new guy .
{I miss th past with you }

you were the one who specfiy tell me how to be strong ,
How to different -shape black & white .
Like your sister said ,
Hurts make us grow become stronger .
{Thanks for the memories ; o9o4o6 }

Yesterday , out-ting with huilin , danson & heng siang .
Danson & heng siang came to yew tee , they wear till so formal ?
Alright , went back to marsiling meet huilin .
Anyways , i so lazy elaborate so much .
we just slacked at cine & waited for our time to die .
Pirates of carribean ; At world end .
I rate full , nice show .
Hopes it shows part four , So in love with orlando bloom .
If it is correclty spelt .
Took pictures , later will be uploaded . :D
Took train went back home , lin at marsiling get down .
Heng siang & danson sent me home , those two funny guys (:
Thanks ! .
Woke up wanted to go work with my mother , but yesterday i slept late .
Confernce with weiting & chee sheng , I kup halfway .
So lazy to called back , so enjoyed my famous emos cookies .
Went to sleep , cough at night .
Due to th green tea , careless me . * Knocks .
Just now vomitted , stomach upsets toos .
Like th time i ate dozens panadols , .
Weimin asked me questions , i find it so hard to answer .
Myble , i have really given up .
Myble i don't love him .
That's too much , Myble .

Seriously , I Miss him .

2007-05-30T00:48:00.000-07:00

The End (:

Me & dion DIDI ^^

Me & weiting ^^

I'AM HUNGRY ! ):

2007-05-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

2007-05-30T00:42:00.000-07:00

2007-05-30T00:38:00.000-07:00

2007-05-28T07:06:00.000-07:00

I am so sick .
My head really hurt a lot , due to those intentsive coughs .
Like brain exploding , ):
I just hope they are alright , espically YOU .
Heard you in lock -up , just hope everything go find for you .
& not forgetting my zui teng wo de KORKOR , :D
Don't be sad alrights . ?
They will be fine , & will meet you up soon .
Korkor , promised me must do it .
{I Miss You toos } .

Kor , you once wipe my tears .
advised me .
& a good listening ear .
But , somehow everything changed .
Including people , & me toos .
I just hope you are once the good boy & caring Kor .
alright ? ;)
Nothing will happen to you toos .

& YOU , you once hurt me alot .
But afterall , you were once i love-ed most & listen most .
I will not forget .
I Just hope you wil be fine , & prayed everything goes well for you & your brothers .

{I Miss you , & hope you nothing happen to you . }
I ' Prayed ...

2007-05-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

2007-05-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

2007-05-27T01:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday , we celebrated ting early birthday ! (:
She came to my house at around one plus , went to bathe , make-up & went out .
Reached causeway point , saw dion . Went carpark to smoke , the wind was so big that make ting cigg gone missing .
I don't how it happen -.- .
Walked around causewaypoint , go power 9 spent ten dollor plus on ear studs . T.T
How chor is that . :/
Went to nokia care , so long quee . Went to eat first at pastamania , the waitress came to me & told me my baked rice was burn , then i huh so loud .
Then ting said , i siol .
So waited & waited , finally came .
Me called danny , asked them faster come down . Bluff them ting go back msia if they don't come down .
So they come down , ting & me tot the trip to thai was bogus . It the end was real .
Meet sharon , huilin & jiarou , jinchong ,ziyun & another want teck whee ? Guess so .
Went to partyworld , guess whad i sill could sing , Llalalaalals :DD
So went to fetch chee sheng the king , -.- . must go to the lift & escort him to the room .
The boys so quiet , until sharon , jiarou , lin & ping left . They sing so much song .
Then ting told me they flying lerhs at eight o'clock , then i was like ''HUHS really ?! ''
Sent msg to take care all that blahlbha ,
Ting was so sad lurhs , she sing all those sadsad songs .

It was time for bill , overall two hundred plus . FREAKING CHORRRR LAHS >:(
even the towels are compulsary , Kbox is better lahs -.-
So we mess up the room , soot cigg butt all over , throw fruit around . & more .
Went out was aready 10 plus , we were like so siannnnns . Cause nel they all fly to thai , nobody to pei us talk cock & ton .
So they want go 883 , I nearly fall asleep at there . Talked to ting , she is so saaaaaaaaadddd .
Then went down to 7 11 to eat maggie mee , saw ah pang & raymond .
They said go meet jimmy , so we followed lorhs .
Raymond keep singing song , so fuckin nan ting . XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Ah pang leg was injured , walk so slowwwww .
so in the end , ah pang said meet jimmy at nel house downstair . Then me & ting said why must be nel house .
Then i was thinking myble they never go thai , but all their hp were off lehs .
So we went there , saw a control- car . thought whad ghostly thing -.-

Saw weimin , danny & raymond bike there , Suddenly danny & weimin apeared then nel & jimmy .
They bluff said go thai siahs , How bad is that .
Ah pang fake injury toooos -.- , ting birthday cake was a choco bun .
weimin make a heart - shapped with his own blood i guess ?
Then walked around , slack . So fuckin boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed .
Then dion di something happen , arghhhh
Yeahs , in da morning walked to causeway point . Saw kathy they alls , then took mrt home with jowel .
Reached home , bathe fall asleep at the sofa .
Then i went to room & sleeepp , my mother keep ask me wake up eat . Wha liew -.-
I like only slept 6 hours ? , cause my cough keep irratate mee .
Photos will upload lattterrrrrrrrrrrrrr :DDD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEITING BABEE SISTER :D

Is you who make me change ,
I thought my change will make you love me more .
But in th end , I hurt myself .
I change into a girl who no longer me , a girl who don't cherish .

Is you who shown me what is hurt , lies & true -HATRED .
You make want to take revenge , but all i get was Hatred & Hurt .
Just like i hate you & how you hurt me .
He once told me , if i change he will come back to my heart again .
But overall , is was just a lie .
To make me happy ? , Guess what , you did it .
But you make my heart go bonkers , cause you did not do what you said .

Relationship is like a puzzle , you don't tried hard somehow or another is just fit so perfectly well .
But sometimes , how much you love a person , No matter how much u tried .
Is just don't fit .
How am i gonna trust any boys now , people asked me change .
I could , but is it worth it . I don't want to be a puppet & control by others .
I want to be me & that's me .
Because of the past , i nelgect my cherish-ness .
Somehow i lose many people who loved me , foolish & stupid .
Don't know me , don't judge me .
I will change , unless it worth it .

& please don't be a middle men , think you know everything ? .
You only make people hate you . GEI GAN :x

2007-05-25T10:30:00.000-07:00

Went to U.R.S ,:DDDDD geo trip .

2007-05-25T10:26:00.000-07:00

I just wake up , & i see my eyes so red . So bored so take picsss:DDD

2007-05-25T10:06:00.000-07:00

Is been ages never post aready , Yeahs . Past fews days happen a lot of things .
Today never went to school , was sick lahs . >: (
Cough , red eyes , sore throat & running nose .
Suffering >:(
Plus tommorow , Need to go party world & i am having cough .
Imagine , i sing halfway i cough . Wah liews , ): .
Today , went to causeway point meet dion . Saw meifeng , kathy , yimei & denise .
Was very boreed , then go 600+ block .
Got thinggs happen , then go buy drink bused to causeway point .
Took a cab to yew tee , weiting called me .
Chatted , go bathe .
Now cnferencing with chee sheng & weiting , i am keeping silent :x
Tommrow ting early birthday celebration . :DD

Should I give up ?
Or should i stayed , those cold shoulder u gave me .
Is somehow making me losing my hopes ,
Should i or not .
I do really love you ..

Love is not used words to describle .

I want your sweet , tender lovee Boy .

2007-05-18T23:53:00.000-07:00

Roger , ken , dion di , baobao & flasher trying to kiss jiabao :D

2007-05-18T23:28:00.000-07:00

Our fooood yummmmmy i know .

2007-05-18T23:25:00.000-07:00

I am bored to death , feel like sleeeeping ZZZZ .
But my ucler is killing me toos , how sad is that ? . Two at one go :(
Yesterday , went out to meet my long lost sister ' Denise soh .
She with the bitch weiting , so i was alone raining tooos . Saw jingjie ask him accompany me go smoke .
Then bitch came , smoke then nise was sick went up first . Reached there bitch aready there , what the hell .
Saw dion didi aslo , kathy toos . Jiabao & gary chew came afterwards , One word to desrcrible gary chew ' Kiasu '
Never mind .
Went to eat gelare with denise & bitch , i was laughing like some mad ass . But who cares cause my ah jie is making me laugh cause nelson make me sad .
Laugh my ass out :D

Then i was happy again , went to smoke .
Bitch went home , followed by nise . Then slack around , watching a movie afterwards .
Malay horror movie ): , roger so funny lurhs . He hiong in .
Sat couple sit with jiabao , while kathy & gary chew . Roger alone ,
He keep asked am i scared or whad x/
Actually honeslty the ghost was kinda funny , very fake . Overall only the sound effect scare me .
3/5 :(
The title '' Don't Look Back ''
Don't know to said in malay , blahs :/
Then they all smoke in causewaypoint , so fuckin dark inside .

Then went outside saw ken , slack at there . Roger feed me eat food , so fuckin hungry ):
Roger said i like small kid , must feeed xD
then roger & jiabao dont let me touch cigg -.- , cause my mum fetching me home .
How angry is that ? ):
Ohya , cwp something weird happen . There was a crime sence . Got number somemore
Whatever :o
then went home , sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep :DDD
Wake up recived , nelson message . AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ):
Hhahahas , msg with him . then u know whad , i saw baobao msg i cried . ):
I hope u find a better girl kays ? :D
Sad a while then go brush my teeeth -.- , ucler hurt like fuck lahs !
Ohya talking to Yongkang now that lj kia ,
I want go outt !!!!!!

):
Picture times , nelson wake up lurhs . PIG >:)

Sometime thing never wanted to go your way ,
But in the end , it did .
Seeing you , make me think of my past .
Never change for anyone unless u are really that bad .
Or esle you won't be who you are & what you are .
When they are gone , it means you are the flaws .
Don't think about it , flow it away .
Never said love is eternity, is mean u are being niave,
If is possible i would rather be in your arms , protect me & never leave me till death apart .
But somehow , my instiution tell me that it can't a dream come true .

I forsake your love your everything , Please be mine once agains .
I love you , i need you & I miss you . Boy

You are my everything , i really need you .

2007-05-13T04:16:00.001-07:00

2007-05-13T04:11:00.001-07:00

2007-05-13T04:09:00.001-07:00

Those guys went to sentosa .

2007-05-13T03:58:00.000-07:00

Yeahs , nothing much to post about . During friday went to sentosa .
Not much comment actually .

- Is it wrong to cry ? & peeps go babblering you are a cry baby , when you don't even know da reason you cried for .
-It is wrong to speak properly to a person to ask him go away , cause you want to be alone after whad had happen to you . & get back '' You have a attidute problem '' .
-Is being weak a problem , so whad if i am not strong . That's me , is the fact you all cant change .
-& Imagine you cried finish , & just wake up your sister soot whatever you blabber . & one word soot you back "Who ask you attidute problem '' .
-& the person u love tell you to change , if i change i won't be called '' jowena chua '' . is true .

-Your good sis ps you with her loved guy & left you alone , when she don't have him she come find you . Good sis right ?! HA .

-& she goes down to take the hp batt for her loved guy , ask her don't she soot me '' Of coures lahs , not yours '' Out of concern i got scolded . Plus it was dark & cant see anything .

I only can said my longest sisters with me understand me ,
They accept my mistakes ,
everybody is not perfect , i may have the bad side .
If you all hate me then said ,
I don't mind ,
Said i attidute problem , i accept .
Then shut your mouth & stop disturbing me lahs !
Poeple have limits , so do you .
Stop being self-centered , you selfish bastards .
& guess whad her good sis help her loved guy , happy right ?! HA
I am not writing here just for myself , i want my good sis to see .
How much she change becuase of a guy she loved .
She pangseh you ,
She scolded you ,
she soot you ,
she said you are coward because youa re afraid of dark , then the laughther .
How hilarious ,
Whad with the '' sisters come first ? ''
I can't be forever perfect sis , u must think .
I have my negative side , nt always postive .
Like i said ur loved guy help you , when u are in trouble .
me ? Kick aside , soot dao bo weigong aslo dont huan lo .
Never mind ,
Then don't go out with each other anymore liaos ,
problem solved ?
& i loved the guy goes sooting me ? , how '' lovable '' is that ?

{Only your longest sisters know you da best }
{They tell you your mistakes & helped you }
{They understand you , }
{They dont look down on you cause you are in da wrong . }

Hhahahs , cool rights ?
Hope my good sis see this , if she think is my fault then fine .
(:
Anyway i am always the problematic one , :)

Mother day todays , <3>

I' am not strong enough , i admit it .

2007-05-05T08:08:00.000-07:00

Last but not least my ah jie birthday blow out :]
Love ya jie ~

2007-05-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

2007-05-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

We rsfams sisters :]

Poooh bear

Cherylene laogong , stayed happy .

I am the goodie girl

2007-05-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

Much much long never had been posting .

Sunday

Sunday was eileen luo baobei birthday , so siying msg me & told to meet earlier but never .
Went to meet denise , saw ahxing & daiyang . Then met up with eileen bei , went to partyworld super big cans ?!
Derrick , robin , dick , yuyun , phyills , baoling , cheryl . Not forgetting eileen stead , i thought he firece firece type but ok lahs , Ah hong kept singing only we just keep seeing him sing & he sing to eileen luo . LOLS
Then give eileen present , happy birthday bei ! :D
Then derrick they all went off , left robin & yun they went out . Me & ying kept singing keep shouting over the mirco phone . Then ah hong keep said marsiling secondary sucks ! -.-
& fuchunsecondary goood . But he woodlands primary , Hhahas .
Then sing till six plus , went to Fairfun play . Fun mans , denise vommited saw mei chng toos . She keep asking me about him , Forget about him bahs girl & be happy ! (:
Then play lerhs , went home with denise she took taxi home . Then went back .
Happy birthday agains eileen luo BAOBEI . {for this day post } :D

Monday

Nothing much actually went causeway point slack with my RSFAMS girls .
Talked a lot actually , & surprise denise with her gift for rou , lin & ting . We RSFAMS are always loving okays ! :]
& ting got screen , she litter & smoke . -.- But the police are kind said treat as he never see anything . (:
Then went home lohs .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH JIEE :D {For this post }

Tuesday

After exams , meet denise go eat then i went home change cause is her real birthday todays .
Went to meet her , then she was a bit moody . Tried to make her happy *Faileedd , Argh .
Me , yimei & ting keep laughing about mushroooms , then ting went home planned to go watch movie with denise , yimei , gary , jiabao , gary lerh & jason .
Watch 200 pounds , a really nice movie . I cried in da end , plastic surgery really make wonders . Then slack with angie they all at carpark smokeed , denise & gary go eat with nise mum .
Me go meet daiyang & his tall friend , go play fairfun agains . This time i was frigthen like shiat it overturn so badly my silpper nearly fell off , i keep shouting to yang i don't want play liaos .
Then went to smoke , go cwp for air-con then watched shows until closed . What the hell
After that i went homeee . TIRED mans ! ):

Today , supposed to go school at nine plus foook i ame at seven plus i don't even know lahs .
Heng jeremy pei wo , he said he feeel so bloody scam cause he been cheated .
Hhahahahas .
Then go one - three -one eat nasi lemak , *yummmys . Jeremy eat guo tiao , i msg everybody '' qi lai xiao bian '' Three people replied
Aaron : I exam noww .

Joel : =.=

Nelson : ''Wo qi lai da bian ler ^^

What the hell , nelson most funny mans . Then darryl came woken p by darryl , then go back school . Ziting asked me why i send that message . LOLS !
Lit test was easy RAHHHS ! :x
All paper FINSHED ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
tmr listening niahs , Then go rss find ting , bloody hell got drain pooor fiona .
Sorry fiona babe ):
Then saw a rss girl escort me to the bustop then with peiyee run to find themm , fuck up siahs .
Then go rooftop smoke , talked serious (:
Hhahahahas , then ting & weimin go home . Me , raymond & danny talked there then go raymond house . keep asked danny wake up said weimin coming .
Hhahahaahahahs !
Raymond keep said the bed want drop , LOLS !
Then weimin came , go down smoke agains . Danny went home left me & weimin , talkeddddd .
He keep said i cb -.-
Never mind , then lend money from him take cab . Reached my feet are freeeeeee .! :D
Bathing soooons , cant online often .
COMPUTER BOOOM LA
SORRY fiona agains ! ):

2007-05-05T02:56:00.000-07:00

Friday night creeps .

After school went home to change & meet weiting , exams so diffcult but i have aready tried my max best .
Went to causewaypoint meet ting , while waiting for her saw nicholas & yenping . Go smoke with nich neo , then weting came .
Went to carpark smoke agains saw miaoqian & ahde stead , denise came afterwards pass her the present & wished her happy early birthday :D
Loveeee ya always <3
Lift down to basement one , meet gary chew & collect the cake then taxi back to denise house ,
Me & ting just keep lying on the bed , rotting somehow .
A while we all went to garry house , bored cause we have nothing to do . Cut cake around 7 plus , went causeway point to meet danny with ting & cherylene .

Then cherylene called the alson T.T , then me & ting keep said she want me jiu said don't need use our name . Hohohoho :}
Reached causeway point , Whaa all sit there one row . LOLS
Xiaoeric help us buy cigg then we went to take bus to tamp , in bus cheeseng & raymond keep making ting , me & cherylene .
Danny said i am their entertaner , tink i clown ahs ? >:/

Reached there , must wait for nelson they all . When they reached alson they all have not reached , Tians ahs .
so went to kopitiam , slack & smoke there . Then ken & haoting came , ken was a bit dulan . But in the end everything was alright (:
So after must butt-rotting we set off & walked to OCH , then got somthing happen . in the end said sorry then sua liaos .

While walking the guy shout syh poem , oh man made the matter even worst .
Haoting ask him don't said , then another side shouted back *angrily
Can't afford to remember .
Reached there , there was a shortcut to OCH . They go make one big round , whad fuck -.-?
At OCH , standard i sweat till like pig . Saw KAKA jump like hell .
Then went outside to smoke , many ants crawling . EWWWWWWW ):
wha laos , then the siao the throw stone reslly siao ahs . kuku
I at there keep swearing at him , oh man ! >:/

After that , went to japaness school . I was freaking hell ya scared , i keep told cherylene to not go in . & yeaps they went in so i went in to . me & cherylene screamed when we turned saw ben
Lamer rights ?
Luckily alson was there keep said : MEI YOU DONG XI DE LAHS .
Lols , reached there. cherylene went bonkers & claming she saw something , did not even wanted to move her face was very scary .

Then the rest all went in , while me , ting , cherylene , one couple , ken , fuchun see , ting , haoting , cheeseng & danny . We thought they went out so we went out to check then sudenly a motobike came , we run like hell T.T
The most funniest part is when we climb over the thing , i was nervous & had some diffculty in breathing . & my babe ting as she was too gan chiong she climb & somesault & fall on the flooor . Kelian :( but at that time did not have the mood to laugh as i was gan chiong toos .

Then we ran out i last one , chee seng come behind & ask me to pulled him . Then i said don't need then i run so slow he come back agains then i pulled chiong liaos .
reached outside many ppl were missing . Scared mans , so we went in agains to find ken they alls . help cherylene i touch her , she keep push me away . :/
Then found weimin they alls , nelson aslo found but sitting ont he flooor .
:/
he head keep looking down , so scary luhs .
Yahs , ting talked too me & told not my fault , haisssss .
Go in aslo go in lers , said somemore no used le lahs .
Went to nearest kopitiam , there got fight . so much bloood ewwww , them me & ting keep back away , then went to seeee .
His face all blood guess who is he ? the siao wan .
went to smoke take first bus to causeway point , sleeeeep . Then nelson , danny &weimin acc us go mac then take taxi home . Nelson said i put on weight liaos . ):
& keep di siao me . IDOITS .
reached home bathe & sleeep till 3 plus .

Somethingstill creeps me out :/

2007-05-01T00:37:00.000-07:00

Everything is not flowing t way i wanted .
It really sucks to the core , i don't know what the future holds myble now is bad but what if it go worst , what it affect my sisters espically my really loved ones who really were there when i need advice & console .
What if now we are so close then suddenly we just break up , how am i going to stand up agains .
The sitution now is so fuckin bad , studies i tried my very best to study . But my mother just want mroe ,
I HATE MY FUCKIN FAMILY , how i wish i could leave forever & never come back to this hosue ever .
& danny
you can don't fuckin anyhow said people , even u will said is joke let me tell you i have enough . You guys don't understand whad if i said your mother die ? WIll you feel hurt you were the one started it & said me . I don't get it .
What wrong with guys now a days .
Nbcb . go jio your celestin lahs , see ppl jiu jio . WHA LAOS
erxin da bian !
fuckufuckufuckufucku !

A chance to said goodbye is not easy ; neither
diffcult .
Finally Vent my anger out ~ >:/

2007-04-28T09:21:00.000-07:00

My first ever boring saturday .
was waken up by huilin call , went to meet her at library jiayee was there toos .
So she left a while , me & lin were there talking . We saw sharon & amanda afterwards , i disturb sharon took her sillper & place it on the dustbin .
Was very hilarious , went to causeway point eat mos with denise & garry .
Later then , we accompany lin go eat yoshinoya . On the way to garry house my eye was irratating me it make my mood so uberly low , it make my eye look small & swollen not forgetting the pain .
Study in the room , lin was very noisy .
After that we went to take mrt home ,while nise & garry went to eat .
Reached home seven plus , play audition .
My tiring eyes can't take it anymore , my eye lids are getting heavy .
Hope my eyes get well soon , cause it really getting on my nerves .
Night ! :]

2007-04-27T08:23:00.001-07:00

Finally is the weekend , time let my hair down & have a beauty sleep .
School days & Mid years exams are just making stress up .
The weather is not treating me nice either , my eyes are swollen cause of heatiness . Weather can u be a kind hearted thing & get cold ? :/
Dream - on , Jowena .
So for these days , i was just being a superb good girl . Go home early & study for my weaker subjects .
As for today , class was uberly free . After break it was like a free time for us ;D
Ziting told us about oujia board stuff , when they played the spirit did not want to go home . So i heard it was kinda scary .
She ask me & grace want to play , but i rejected cause i rather don't know anything then go play with '' them '' then don't belong to our world . Why should i even risk the life when i have the chocie to said no .
Hahahs .
When hoom rooom .
This teacher called mr koh , he's a bit self - to -himself .
He asked us weather we had done our maths paper , cause we did not give a damn .

Christina : Orh we do lers .
mrkoh : I don't belived , showed me
Christina : errr , flyed away lerhs .

Ain't the teacher cool ? :]
Blessed to have these kind of self-to -himself teacher .
We were talking about ghosty stuffs , kinda creeps me out .
So we stop talking & nua on the table , then we went off early as like i said is BLESSED to have a teacher like that .
Went to the hall & meet denise & huilin , set off to causeway point & find a suitable gift for denise soh (:
Found it , i think i will be buying next week or tommrow .
Then meet weiting at interchange cause got trouble with admiratlty people kinda lame , cause in the end nothing .
Then got thing happen , confused & childish :/
So got thing happen , i kinda hurt myself . My big toe hurts overall .
But i can take it :]
Weiting went home after that , she need to rush home
Went to macdonald slack , hear some ghost stories . It creeps now , rather don't about it .
You know after i hear the ghost story , i will treat my mama good (:
Went to meet mama , denise , kathy & yimei went off then me , mama & lin go buy macmac :D *Yummys influence by lee huilin
Mama sent lin home , then help mama carry things home .
& keep clothes my brother so lazy ? Like some kind of anti-social kid .
My mama said him BIAN TAI .
In the bathroom , i keep thinking the story but now like nothing cause my eye really hurts & it is swollen .
Gonna sleep soon after my honey-lemon drink ,

NIGHTS MY READERS (:
Hope i can make my blog mre intresting after mid-year (:

2007-04-22T07:41:00.001-07:00

Sunday is always so bored .
During morning spend time watching shows , & rotting on my sofa .
Afternoon spent time revising my maths , reading my science textbook & remembering my compo . Cause tommrow having eng paper one .
Can't afford to lose mark on that :]
Yeahs & play audi , after that went to sleeep till seven plus . Woke up my mind was super heavily lahs .
you know what , during my sleep i keep thinking if i sleep too much will i forget my maths . Blahblah all that , so sleeping is aslo very stress unable to relax . ):
Told bong bong all that , she said i gone case if i continued to study like that .
SHIAT ~ :[
Plus i keep thinking about him , yaya after a good cry .
Felt good , went to eat dinner . You know whad ? I totally forget about him , myble because of her bahs . She make me think i should not like her & go gaga over him . (:
Talked to rou toos , stayed happy yeahs ? (:
Watched miss singapore , oh man ! . Some were quite pretty , got one girl looked like one the singer twins . I thought she would win but aww she was out .
And yeaps miss singapore was Jessica tan , & yeaps she quite pretty . have the figure toos :]
Last year miss spore like become fat now ? :x
Hhahas , it true lahs . My brother keep laughing while watching the show ONG BAK :s
& my mother ? i study she said i did nopt study what the hell . What wrong with her , help her do stuff unliek the two brothers lazy some pig .OH GOD KICK THEIR FUCKIN ASS >:(
Tommrow exam starts for me , jiayous everybody & my sisters for exams(:

EXAMS STRESSSS ~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2007-04-21T09:59:00.000-07:00

Last but not least , another aligugu face . LIKE TICO PEHS MANS (:
NITE EVERYBODY & THOSE READING MY FUGLY BLOG :DDDDDDD

2007-04-21T09:55:00.000-07:00

SEE ME SMILE ^^

Me with lawlen glasses . i know i am acting dumb .ALIGUGU SEH

2007-04-21T09:52:00.000-07:00

We rsfam girls :]
Loved one's
just that no ongyenping ):
Pingy come out soon yeah after MYE (:

2007-04-21T09:29:00.001-07:00

Rainy dayyy * Booooss .
Walk to mrt meet denise & garry chew , after that reached causeway point meet tingg .
Went to eat mos burger , after that go buy cigg smoke .
Argh what wrong with dion man ? , i cared him cause he always not going to damn school . & he thinks i am complaining ? Is your brother come calling me & complain please . Next time i won't be a nice litte missy and fuckin cared about you .

Denise & garry chew went home after that , while me & ting meet lin , rou & their friend . Mrt to yishun cause lin want meet her friend , in the end said at dhoby ghuat keep pestering rou to go . But she don't want , don't what wrong .
So we three went , sit with syh lao puis & lin friend chatted .After that walk to mrt & mrt to woodlands , ting told me something .
I was so shocked she like that , whatever ~
All the people are like that , treat them as goodie good . They repay me these kind of stupid actions .

Saw lawlen at causeway point at there , drag him upstair to dine with us .
Yeah crap a lott , went to smoke .
Lawlen went arcade after that , went tianic slack with ting . talked a lot & yeapps told her what about i tot about her that time , hahahs . Doesn't sister tell their own sister if they have bad point . ?
Hhahas . Went home after that .
Bathe thought a lot about the fuckin damn teacher , arghhh cause of her . Close my eyebrow . Dman her to hell mans !!!! :x
Can't wait for MYE to over lahs ! ):

MISSES

2007-04-20T04:59:00.001-07:00

During school days won't be posting yeahs ?
Cause since mid-year is around the corner , so not much time .
Today school was fine but was feeling sleepy during class , manage to catch up for my maths lesson .
Enjoyed doing maths now a days .
During homerooom , sleeping then co-form teacher woke me up .
ASS HER , was going to fall asleep & she woke me up . So irratated lahs .
School over , another weekend coming up . But i need study cause i bring back all my books under table .
Is obvious i am a very good girl , then went to find my counselling teacher .
Talked to her , & yeapps she told me a lot . Felt a lot better .
During school brent called me , bus to causeway point . On the way saw zhao dong , yeaps & chatted .
She is a super dramtically a incorrigeble BIATCH .
:x
Went to find brent & xiaokid , they so noisy lurhs :[
Xiaokid espically , wha laos ! -.o
Went to eat long john silver , at there keep talk pratically is jsut nonsense.
Sad for them , cause they are too retatarded they jsut talk about superrrr nonsencial things & making those disgusting BLEW sounds .
Then weiting came , followed on was denise . Then she went home , went to smoke . Isaac came , brent & xiaokid went offf . Slacked with them took pictures waiting for isaac lim to send me .
Weiting went off after that , went to sixth floor & enjoyed our air-con .
Then went to B1 , i told isaac his uniform have some smells . Is not i 'am saddistic or what . But form where i am sitting jsut beside him not even bending to smell him , the smell stinks my nose .
So accompany him to buy perfume , the most emmbrassing was he mistooken the perfume as buy one get one free but it was referring to the whiteining . So we quicky went off slack at titianic , slack there till gonna rain . Went to mrt isaac meet his cell-group member , long time did not went to City harvest church , i still remeber my cell group was friendly as them except for one who acts like she so INTO services MYFOOOT ? :]

Yeapps carry those heavy book alll the way home as isaac needed to go for his meeting anyway thanks for carrying my books :]
Then when walking out , somebody tapped me . It was ex-cavana jacky , he was walking behind me & i did not knew . Lols
Saw him change a lot , & suddenly memories of me & him suddenly flash back .
Kinda weird but did not really bother much , as i am thinking about my MYE .
After that , will be shopping spree awaiting for that . :)
Reached Home , play audi & chatted .
LALALALALALALLAALS .

I WANT TO BE A REALL PRINCESS *Forget about it XD

2007-04-15T00:44:00.000-07:00

my eye brown pirece :D

Going bugis with zac & xiao di .

2007-04-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

At christ church carnival :DDD the cute dog

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Cherylene birthday cake i choose the =D

2007-04-15T00:32:00.001-07:00

Sunday boring ):
Yesterday went to christ church carnival , was so hot lurhs . T.T
Saw lawlen , collin , lawlen & ah ben bernard & zhen rui came too with an umbrella .
Went in to slack lorhs , saw nelson they alls . They all di siao me RAHHHS ~ ><
So fuckin shyy please :x
Wanted to go town , but only me & ting . So we bus to causeway point , zac & xiao di ask us want to go bugis so ok lohs .
Since i want to pirece eyebrown , reached there . Me & ting keep said zac ge lan , di ge tou . Hhahaah :X
Yeahhs , had my eyebrown pirece . was ok lurhs .
Then brought a pants , wanted to buy bag but never see a nice one . So du lan >:/
Cab back to woodlands , we said those ah li kuku things . HAHAHS
Reached seprated , ting want find danny they alls . Saw zhen rui he going fluid . Ask me want go cause got one extra ticket . but nahs , i hate it :x
Yeahhs blahblah , find them cannot find . take cab still cant find , so many bangala some more . Dulann agaiiins . !
found go eat mac , then go roof top slack & smoke , mother keep call kbkp . Cb ~
then me & ting were tlaking about our things then xiaonick called .
Stupid .
then cab home , chatt & yeahs so fuckin miss him ):
Then went sleeppppppppp
TODAY so sianns , Watch house of the dead ll . Was so nervous when watching it KAOS .
I was there shivering .
Yeahhhhss @%#@%#@^#@^

I MISS HIM LIKE HELL ! :/

2007-04-13T09:39:00.001-07:00

Morning did not went to school , was so boring lahs .
So recived a msg nise asked me go the street wise with garry , so ok lohs .
Afternoon went to bathe , then went out .
Saw cherylene laogong , her birthday . Hhhahs .
Then set off to lakeside , saw weimin . He going partyworld .
Lols '
Then reached there , waited for yimei . Then went to SWP .
Yeahh kinda boring , got the huanted house man-made . Cause today is friday the thirteen . BLAHS ~
I got hit & drag , so ke - lian lahs . Thinking of it , i was wondering how the hell from the start i was so scared . GOSH :/
longlong kor said want acc me in , in da end . He ps me RAHHHS !
& There the counsellor so ke pai , frighthen me & yimei .
Then went out , they were so pek chei about that girls & that boy .
Kinda nosiy lahs , then went in agains . To watch some kind of silde .
Was kinda boring , wanted to fell asleep .
Hhahs , longlong complain i sratch him till veh pain . Hohoho :x
Mrt to cwp , celebrate cherylene laogong birthday . Hhahhs .
Was waiting wether to see him , but hais . NO HOPE :(
Who care's lahs , smoke saw william then talk .
Mrt back home , yeappppies . So scary nobody was around .
Then wanted to take lift that time , this guy saw me like ghost like that .
His face immedialety change , want to faster close the lift .
I walked fast then he open , he keep staring at me like some kind of ghost .
Kaos ~ T.T
Yeah reach home , qrrual with my stupid family . Who blame for doing the correct thing . & keep said '' Oh , he's is a boy DIFFERENT ! ? ''
wha liew ? FUCK LAHS ~
I trip the fan , said i kick down . NONSENSE LAHS !
BOYS what big DEAL MANS ? LICK MY SHOE LAHS !
No offence mans ~
but is kinda true u know ya ?
Yeah so kidna irratated by those screamings , kuku na gen ~
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK ~ ! RAHHHHS ! ccb ~
What wrong with da family , do correct thing got scolding . $%#$^#$^#$^$#^#$^3^$#^#$^#$^#$^

Yeahhs , tmr going out agains . CARNIVAL & town myble ?
:D
Chaos .

BOYS are no big deal yeahs ? (: CUT OFF THEIR DICK man ^^
no offence WHAKAKAKAAKKS :D

CUTE LITTLE BABAY *PINCH :DDDDD

2007-04-10T07:06:00.001-07:00

Came back at 8 plus , during school was fine .
My art partner did not came , was so bored during art . So help ms tan do a lot of thinngs .
During science lesson , stupid darryl use the paper eropl;ane throw my head . SO pain lurhs . I cried x(
Now a days i cried easily , i don't know whys ? :/
Yeahhs , he got punished . RAHHHHHS ! >:(
After schhool went stadium to have our nafa test 2.4 km , was raining lahs .
& We were getting rdy to run , mr ang said cannot . All so happy .
Me & fiona so dulan , cause we wanted to run . :(
Went to changed , meet ah rui . He ask me go his house first , so waited for him to bathe all that .
Thought about a lot of thingggs , then ah rui asked me what happen . He don't understand tell him aslo no use . Kahhhs ! (:
Went cwp , slack . First time went cwp so manny peeeepps , saw my flasher toooos ! (: . Lawlen cuite tooooss ! !!
Was so funny there lahsss , hahahahs ^^ . Funfun
Then daiyang call me , he came upp . He ask me about my april fool trick HAHAHS :x He was with the friendster yenfang . Luckily she sitll recongise me . (: Walk with them around then they went townnn .
Yang meh said will jio me go town on sat ! or esle he died -.-
Xin hui darll was there tooos , then bid goodbye to everyone . Stella send me to mrt .
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ' bored .

I MISSS YOOOUUUUU , OR NO I DO . -.-

2007-04-10T06:57:00.000-07:00

Darryl took while i was sms-ing with zr .

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AT CWP
me with the flasher & darl ! =D

2007-04-10T06:51:00.000-07:00

NAFA TEST TIME . =D

2007-04-09T08:02:00.001-07:00

Yeahyeahs ! :D Today is one year for me & ah rui friendshipp ^^ .
So today school was quite tiring for me . ARGH ! ):
Hate science ! , was kinda sleepy . Then after school went 137 to slack , then went back school agains to have my math test .
HATE Maths . ?! finsh test , went to 137 to eat maggie meee with dong & ronica . plus wziting . Yonghe & ying came , we were crazy lahs ! x)
Kaisheng they all came , throwing stupid bomb bags . Rahhhs ! ~
Then wanted to meet ah rui at cwp , but went to ying house .
Ying chnage all that , lend a jacket so can go in arcade .
Then went cwp , was very boreddd .
Thought a lot actually , haiiiisssssss ! ):
Ah rui is so &%$&$%&%$*$%* =D
Hhahaahahahs . ! ^^

SO crazy lurhs . -.-

went home dion di & stella mei sent me to mrt , study in da mrt .
SHALALALALL :D
Good girl bohs ? ^^

go chat ler .
adioes ~ :D

SINGLELICIOUS ! :DDDDDDD

2007-04-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

One year friendship :D zeroNINEzeroFOURseroxSIX :D

I put thus pic hope he does not scold me :x

Me & ah rui he black i am white .

2007-04-09T07:25:00.000-07:00

TON AT AH XING HOUSE .

2007-04-09T07:22:00.000-07:00

sick boyfiriend.

MIine teat on table, isaac tea on webcam xD

2007-04-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

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Birithday girl .ELISHA . (:

2007-04-09T06:46:00.000-07:00

Before senoko

In senoko pub . :D

Me ! :D

2007-04-08T09:01:00.001-07:00

Heyohs , yeahs . So late then post cause during the afternoon was very tired .
On saturday , i was supposed to meet joel but he went sentosa . So i told him i will wait for him , yeahs . So took an umbrella & went off cause is aready very late . Meet zhen rui at causeway point xiaonick , bernard , his cousin & mernard .
Went to carpark saw them the mahs , xiaoeric was there . Mernard forget me lerhs . x(
Xiaonick cousin so funny lurhs T.T cause i told yonghe to buy me ice peach tea , he buy me just tea the . Rarrrrrs =x
Then yonghe said want drink mah , then i said of course . Then xiaonick cousin took my drink , then i was thre i want drink the . Then he let go . LOLS .
So they went off , i accomapny xiaoeric boyfriend . He sick but he don't want go home . Then elisha & alex came , elisha birthday that day .
So at that time i was still deiciding to go senoko a not . :/
yeahs so went off to find dion alone , first time alone at causeway point .
Feeling so Emo that time lurhs ?! , cause i keep thinking things . Then like so truuueeee ? :s
Yeah , whatever . Stella mei come accompany me sit at there staircase , cause i was there sitting alone . She stead with my dion didi =D
Jie di relationship *Faints .
But who cares ? Hahahas . Then saw denise , she was there screaming .
yeahs she put on make -up cool ? ^^
Then went sixth floor to find cheryl they alls , cause i listen song never talked .
AVI alex keep asking me what happen & ask me don't cried . Lols
I was not even crying lurhs , stupid boy .
anyways last long with suyi ;D
Yeahs so went down to fifth floor carpark , all gone . When to find them yaya so blahblah saw huihui chatted with her .
Then everybody don't want go , so me , yimei , kathy , dennis & natilie went down first .
Then all followed down , yeahs crap with kathy a lots .
reached there was aready night , at the pub just sit there wait for the guys to come .
Sing some songsss , drink some chivas . YUCKS ?!
I was force to drink lurhs , x(
Yimei drank a lot , i was abit headached so i sat down and rest .
Aaron kor that day weird ? Keep call me dear said ask me be his stead .
ewwwww ?!
:x
yeah then the guys came , still boring .
Then zoe & ying came afterwards toos , took some pictures .
Nich neo kor scold me dao x( Hhahas .
then alex so sweet to elisha , everybody was kinda envy ? :D
yeah then , me , ying & zoe left to meet ahxing at yew teeeee .
Brought food to eat , went to cwp said junwei . He changed ! :[
But he said is'nt that i wanted , nahs . I rather want the wen rou junwei horhs ? :x
saw dion didi toos , don't want go home lurhs he .
Then set off to yew teeee , saw ah xing . PING dua us lurhs >:/
Said bathe , Then go where ? Rahhs . I think she go ton with xiaonick ? myble .
Dua-er ! ):
So at ah xing house , chatted a lot . Zoe drank toos . I drank warm water . Hhahas , :D
Then i told ahxing to tell me ghost story , i fell asleep .
Hohohooh :D , they even said i snore . LIERS ! x(
Ohya got two girl came toos , One is hweeling ? Don't really knew them :s
morning i woke them up ^^ , i ask zoe wake up .
me : zoe wake up !
Zoe : ni hao mei you jiao wo qi lai
Me : Huhs ?
She there giggling . KAOS ~
More worst is during the night , ah xing ask her .

Ahxing : you use what type of wax
Zoe : Ok !
Ahxing : I aks u what wax , u said ok ? Ok wax ahs ?
Lols .
yeah morning , zoe hair like so BOMBBBBBB ~ :D
Then all chatted a while we went offfff , zoe & ying took mrt while me walk home .
reached home , bathe then sleept . Was supposed to go aunt house , but my mum never wake me up myble she see me too tired .
Yeahs & yeahs ? something happen , but what can i do ?
Forgive & forget is what i could do (:
& ya i am getting sleeepppy , go too sleep soon .But pictures coming upp sooon . ^^
CHAOS ! (:

BACKSTABBING KILLS ; my friend .

2007-04-06T11:07:00.000-07:00

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Apple head agaiuns

The mad women

2007-04-06T10:55:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA

2007-04-06T10:53:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA apple head . xD

ah xing eat his mee also want zilian

2007-04-06T10:51:00.000-07:00

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2007-04-06T10:42:00.000-07:00

At causeway point zi-lian lame -.-

Toilte . AHAHAHAHAH -.-

Lame

2007-04-06T10:34:00.001-07:00

Heyohs ! , just came back home from town . So today meet ting & lin out to causeway point .So zhen rui jio-ed us go town , so waited for them .
During that time was so freaking bored . She stared me , i stared me . Everybody staring there & here . Gosh lahs .
Saw benjamin toos , he waiting for zhen rui aslo . So they reach , took mrt to town . Fergus so guailan lahs ! >:/
So pekchei go out with him , Do what getscolded by him . RAHHS ! x(
Yeah so separated at fareast , they went bugis . While we go heeren find alvin as lin wanted toos . Saw ping & apple head , chatted . then ahxing came , He don't know me at first & plus i just gave him a empty amos cookies plastic . He was stunned , so i told him i jowena .He reaction so big -.-
Yeahyeahs , saw jiaxin toos . So went heeren eat wonton .
A lot people said it was very nan chi , & ah xing was being a waiter .
We were laughing so loud lurhs . Then went back ciinnne
Saw yanyan (: , then chatted . Jiaxin ask me accompany me go find her '' jerrold '' LOLS . she keep pronouncing his name '' gerald ''
hahahs , then yeah was kinda weird . Everybody was like you jowena ? Then i a bit blur cause i don't know them lahs -.-
Saw boyster toos , Hahahhs . He call me then kup , i call him he kup .
Then jiaxin told me boyster Hahahs .
Sitted there & have our butt rot , ahxing keep entertaning us . Lols
Laugh till peng lahs , then he went to go sing a song a while the come back .
Then sit there , blahblah everybody was making fun of jiaxin cause of jerrold while joses because of ONG BAH :x
& Jiaxin call me yun-er , Lols ?
Yeahs she was so mad lahs , Everybody was . Then ahxing suddenly ask why girls PMS so pek chei , then jaixin said if she PMS she will not go out . Then ah xing said '' orh mean if u never go out then u PMS lahs ? ''
HAHAH ROFL :D
then wanted to go yishun but , don't want see nelson da bian face .
then call isaac ask him why he called me ystd , so we talk then kup .
After that , jiaxin took cab home . While ah xing & me take to yew tee ,
wanted to go cwp find ah rui they alls .but too late
On mrt , ahxing said that girl is dawn the famous blogger , i don't belived lahs . So diff from pic , her pic is mre preetier pleease . reach yew tee ,
lols as my feet was pain he piggyback me home . He no stregthen to carry this heavy pig . So ownself walk . Reached home . TIREDDD .
yeah saw joel toos today , tmr meeting him ?
Watch movie i guess ? RAHHHS ! -.-
POSTING PHOTOS TIME . xDDDDDD
Apple head favourite .

2007-04-05T07:18:00.000-07:00

My foooddddd YUMMMYMYMYMYMYMYM

Zhen rui want he wanted to take his ic prove his student
cause i got student rate . HAHAHAS

LOLS . THE red hair guy eating his spagh HAHAHS .

Seee how disgusting he eat . LOLS .

2007-04-05T07:14:00.001-07:00

Heyyys , school was suckish for me today . Espically the assembly part , teacher are being cocky ):
Yeah so , went straight to one three seven , saw zachery , weiyong & his brother . Weiyong gave me cigg then went to smoke .
Then slack at there , was so super bored . Then zhen rui said want meet , so ok lohs . Then mr tay came , all went off . :/
Then darryl & jeremy acc me take bus to causeway point only , saw sulaiman .
Yeahs he accomapny slack at causeway till ong zhen rui came , so was talking about his sec 1 life . poor him lahs .
then zhen rui called , he at fifth floor . So sulaiman left . Went up to find him , ken was there . Talk talk .
Then zhen rui went down to withdraw money , he ask me want eat . So he treat me pastaminia . First time in the time , he was a good guy LOLS !
Yeah so he don't want to eat , introduce him '' creamy chicken '' while i eat ham & sausage bake rice .
At there talk about stuffs , hrrmmm . He so always petty about girlfriends . Cannot tahan mans . But i did advised him ;D
so jingjie came down find us , talk talk toos .
They were saying i eat my food so slow , Rarrrrs :(
so i can't finsh went up to slack saw dion , stella they alls . Many peeps lurhs .
So at carpark to stella till she cried , Oh gosh did not knew her life was so terribly . But now she my gan-mei . She cried so sadd , tears just kept rolling down from her eyes when she speak about her love life & sistership . Poor her :/
Yeahs so saw nelson & danny , di siao they two's . Hahahs
Trick dion nelson is my stead agains . LOLS ! x)
Bite nelson hand till swollen , orbi good . RAHHHS :D
Slacking with danny can die , he keep irratated me . KILL HIM >:/
Yeah so they left , slack with zhenrui they alls . Dion hugged zhen rui , & rui was so scared lurhs T.T .
So i pinch rui nei ji , he was there screaming . He punch my hand . that arsehole . Punch him back T.T
was so sweaty , then zhongling came playing with me . Hahas stratch his hand & danny toos . Sorry guys . :/
Saw xiaoeric toos , then got thing happen . GOSHHHIEE ):
Yeah so kinda lame , then went cavana with xeric . Alll go DXO . blah ~ never told me early . nerver mind i am tired anyways . HOHOOH :D
Yeahhs , boring day . OUTS tml ! :D

2007-04-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

My AH JIE & bendan ;D

2007-04-05T06:59:00.000-07:00

A walk in the cold storage weeee . :D with my bendan

My empty cheese cake smash box . Bendan keep throwing everywhere & i pick it up -.-