Thursday, November 30, 2006

Anothe rme ! -.-

Jiarou friend editied (:
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Yesterday
Was woken up by junwei , he ask me wake up faster -.- .
Woke up abit blur blur don't know what to do first , so i called denise phone .
No in use -.o . Ok lorhs went to get ready junwei called me said meet in the train .
I actually miss the train but they get down to wait for me . Then one train came so everybody chiong in .
There got junwei , denise , dennis , remus and jacky . Not cavana the , so they talk a lot og things which i really dhun understand .
reached there brought water for the guys then they all ready to go to city plaza we sit in the lorry . And it was raining !
Reached there they start the lion dance , me nd denise at there watch . Our ear bursting lerhs , then we two talk talk .
then i was late to meet jiarou they alls , faster walk to mrt with them . Then somethng hapenn . A tiff happen , but in the end they all said paiseh . (:
Reaced bishan bid them goodbye , went meet them . so many weird people came up to me . -.o
Went to blk sell mange to sell 3 nd left 3 , we gurt $29 .
They gurt more , they clear stock aready .
Went home , waiited for jacky very long lehs first time waited for a guy soooooooo long . When he came he can tell me he honured , feel like kicking his ass .
Then him and kor pei em go eat , nd sent me home . I feel like vomitting cause stomach too full so i force myself to vomit -.-
Jacky scold me , will not do it again the lurhs (:
Then went home chatted with ping , huilin , weiting and jae .
Jae was watching the show '' One litre of tears ''
He show me the website make me want tot watch toos , Channel 56 .
We talk about we must cherish whad we have now .
Then i call him , his voice wasw supper scary lurhs T.T
like some kind of dao kia . :x
Then we two watch the show , it was sad lurhs .
This girl was only fifteen nd got a cruel diasease which is nrut cureable .
The whole body muscles can't move but she could know surrounding .
but she could live to 25 u know ? ):
This call strong .((:
I actually cried when seeing the next eposide preview , is a true sotry .
Then no ncie show wtach aready , me and jae chatted on phone till 5 .00
Suddenly his voice changed , become more friend;y the vocie lerhs .
Then went to sleep , he asked me before 10.59 wake up he ownself there sleep .
Jae is such a pig -.-
Monday, November 27, 2006
Today woke up early around 11 plus , my dad was back from italy he brought some clothes nd a bag .
Then went online , denise call me . Paiseh always never heard handphone , she at chao chu kang .
She later on coming my house . She even remind me to on air-con later -.-
Lols shure i will remeber (:
Then play computer a while , she came . Fast not bad , on the air con .
We both went berserk for no reason xD
She was on the bed then i just lie on her lols ! , we know we are crazy .
Nise keep complained hungry ): nothing to eat lehs . Got maggie meeeeee.
Then i there eat bird nest denise stare at me , she said i was born with silver spoon . Then i said jae even more born with silver spoon , then i said nono last time his frigde was green colour -.-
After that we two had this conversation :
Jowena: ni dong bird nest cong na li lai ma ?
Denise : eeeee bu dong lei .
Jowena: is bird saliva and i am eating the saliva
*then i put the ''SALIVA'' on my bread for topping xD''
Lame shit norhs , then nise keep ask me bathe . Noisy ):
Go bathe she on phone with the william her deardear :x , hahahahas .
Zhen rui ask us out , so i was abit ''Don't wan la ! ''
but since no where to go , i agreed norhs .
When causeway point , zhen rui dua us ah -.- Saw ee jun .
I at there then knew i did not bring my handphone , then i was there kaobei kaobu -.- then ee jun there said at least i have he dhun have .
sadd):
then jacky came , talk with him . Zachery came that arsehole -.o
Always make me , then zhen rui came down FINALLY !
i was there standing there eejun came hold me hand -.- Chaui tio me mans .
Then went old palce , slack jacky so noisy . Siying they all come talk talk !!! "
Went butkit batok .
not supposed to say anything cause i dhun think anybody need to know ^^
So at millie house ate laksa , can sleep at there siahs .
but when to causeway point , slack at old place . Talk alot about boy home all that .
Blahblah then they all send me to mrt , on mrt i thought a lot . Haiis .
Bye ~
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Funny phtoos . xDDD
Me nd bernard that time at momo . He blinked -.- zr behind xD
Saturday, November 25, 2006

me nd denise
Jie mei forever .<3
me nd denise soh . Love her lots. !!! :D

Denise & nichneo
Jie & Kor
They look like couple ehs ? ^^

Lawlen laoda Hhahhs .

don't ever think of separeting us (:

Kor nd mei
Just reach home not long ago .
Today wake up around 11 plus , chatted online with huilin .
she going to sell ice-cream , Lols .
So she is gonna pangseh me at home >:( . But somehow i tagged along .
She found me a partner , Jiarou (:
So quicky bathe and went out met shimei at boots and shoe first .
she told me huilin reach aready and huilin told me that .
I told shimei huilin dua us , actually she at sweet talk xD
she with jiarou , we bought bubble tea . Then went to take mrt to bishan it was raining . Arghs !! we four got caught in the rain , Our hair was wet .
And hor , jiarou go out with me got wrong ahs ? Very funny mehs .
Reached the aunty house , shimei nd huilin went off first .
Me nd jiarou haven start first the ice cream drop , Lols !
Then we dragged to woodlands went near casueway point there and sell .
No business at all , went to fragance weeees ! sweet we got business .
and jiarou fried bought one tub . we go around knock very tired and hungry , then we downstaii rest manage to sell one . Hhahahas , then went try out . Went down rest .
Denise nd yenping came find me , they thought we got daiji or wad they rush to find us . Lols ? we so guai who will find us :x . Sorry for making them worry ):
Then yenping was very hardworking lurhs , carry the trolley down nd down .
And she was so afraid of the dog ? Lols ! then denise downstair talk on phone .
And ate ice cream that girl ahs . drop the whoel tub ont he floor , yenping can even say still can eat on top xD
Then there were these group keep pointing laser at us . Yenping was very dulan at that time . shouted vugulrites out . -.- BUNCH of malay sicko's ! .
Fuck care bus to causeway point , they went to the usual place me nd jiarou nd yaozhong went to bishan we talk a lots (:
then shimei nd lin at there liaos , they selled a lot .
mrt to yew tee while shimei nd jiarou plus yaozhong to wdl . Huilin marsiling , waited for jacky come yew tee talk on phone with huilin (:
i trust her .
Then jacky came , with his tang-ge he bring me to eat laksa . Yums
then he send me home safely ^^
Llalallalas . Soemhow i am very happy :DDD
Love my three sisters ; ping , lin nd nise .
Tiongxim only him <33
Friday, November 24, 2006
Just reached home , Yesterday denise came my house.
She wore the spah stripe so i wear same with her ^^ , then slack .
Went out , reach lot 1 we brought a lot of food to eat . Somehow we two are pigs .
Can't blame Lols ! . Then went to woodlands shermaine and isabel called , Woots they at woodlands so long never seen them .
So me nd denise reach woodlands we went to sit at orange julius we will never slack at fifth floor lerhs . Orange julius is we slack the place ler , Yeahs !
After that shermaine nd isabel came , chatted a lot .
Hhahhaas love them , shermaine nd isabel became pretty le worhs .
went to tak neoprints went 77 street to see my bag , not my liking .
Went to accompany ahmin and isabel to eat . Then went 77 street , saw elisha they alls . Elisha nag till denise decided to go momo , so i said it alrights i can go home early .
Then find zhenrui they alls , ahmin left their brother shirts at foodcourt . We went to find their clothes . Mange to found .
Then nicholas neo fetch eme round till i never pespired , nd somehow i found a way to go momo :x
i intend to go momo , so they went home to changed me nd denise went orange julius huilin came with ciggs . Thanks girl!
But she wanted to saved one for xiaojacky but too bad cant be saved .
So xiaojacky last min never go in momo , myble i could take his ticket .
He came to acc huilin , we us went to cavana to find others .
Xiaomat , colen , lawlen , jiajun , xinhui , xinyu , bernard , zhenrui , alex nd nicholas neo nd others ..
It was a big group , took to dhouby ghaut . Me nd densie like gurt left out .
But who cares we got each other .
reached momo , the bouncer changed rules to 16 above . Everybody was like what the hell ????!!?
ahahas , then somthing happen whatever blahblah lahs .
zoe , elisha nd yuyun went in with their ways *grins .
me , denise nd sying was so gan chiong so me nd denise went in first .
Sucess i can said is our way *grins .
siying can't awwwws .
saw zhen rui they alls , cool man . Then went to dance , zoe did nurt dance .
i was crazy at there , dance till my feet was sore .
saw jae at there toos , he dance not bad alrights . Kim yap , alex nd zhenrui was funny :x
colen xinhui nd xinyu if i not mistaken ? never dance . Chiobu dhun dance waste ..
elisha nd yuyun knew some hunks . :x
then went out my ear was somehow deaf , dance for three hours non stop .
I can die -.-
then wanted to walk to denise jiejie club , but she off work ler .
Then soemthing happen , soososos denise got people fetch .
took cab to woodlands , siying nd yuyun went home . Elisha went alex house , i went nicholas neo house .
i can't sleep i keep disturb nich neo , so manage to sleep abit his mother brought me lunch .
Ate then nicholas neo went to bathe then he sent me to take taxi then he went ahwei house .
on taxi Was on phone with denise . Reach home bathe .
Tired ~
Thursday, November 23, 2006
YesterdayYesterday , Woke up supposed to go work . But don't feel like going , so i stayed at home .
And chat , then huilin left me alone at home . She went sell ice cream . Lols ?
Okays , so i stayed at home . Then denise called me to come out then i lazy to go prepared all this nd that . But in the end i agreed , called isaac they alls . There don't know got who so kaobei kaobu , like girl voice . Was kinda irratating lurhs , anyways waste our effort only . They don't wan come out said want to meet cansaadra . Whatever lahs .
Then meet denise at causeway point , after that jiarou nd huilin came . We ate long john silver , I knew i am sick but i was hungry as a bear :x
Then we went titanic denise dance give us see then later on a group of boys came is was denise peng you . All was pai kia lalalalals . One the paikia i knew alvin ! the guy who went omh . xD I did not regonise him cause he dye gold , nd his face changed . Yaaaaaa , so zhen rui came down alone . -.- He said nobody wanted to go down . Wth , then went up saw isaac , ricky , zhiqiang , brent . So long never seen rbent liaos so taaaall lerhs . At there me and siaac was crazy , or is it me only ? :x I was beating isaac and denise was beating ricky xD
There were three girl there , if i have not mistaken one of the girl called tingting .
Ricky ex's . Lols , i'am godo at soptting peeps . :D
yayay sooo , saw lawlen laoda . then zhenrui pekchei liaos , so went up with him first with jiarou nd hulin.
saw elisha , yuyun nd siying . elisha is so sweet , huggie !
Then saw alex nd nichneo , nichneo was so shag cause he did not get his pay .
then blahblah , slack around saw xiaoeric besti nd xiao mei this time plus isaac they alls , we were saying baout '' black forest '' lols :x
Went in carpark there were three girls , nd boon keat . Xiaomei keep on fool me . say wad my pad drop -.-
Then denise came , then she nd boonkeat sent me to mrt . Then walk home , of coures is walk home lahs . ):
Bye
Wednesday, November 22, 2006

retarded faces

Single girls :D

Us ; Independent girls ! ^^

me nd huilin
Well , i am now tearing ..
Am i stupid ? I guess she must be happy when she see's me having a tiff with him .
Is true he cant forget siying ..
Hais ..
i am really very tired nd fustrated aready , he tell me he loved me .
I should trust who ?
I am so tired of crying ):
No mood to post . Bye guys ):
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
tracy xingan edit for meThanls !
Today whole day stay at home , i was very sicky .
At home chatted with zhenrui , then was sitting on the chair turning here nd there .
Nichneo called me , he said he was bored . We talked about the past .
he said whad he most dote was me nd siying .
Lols ?
Confirm mahs , i think is siying u most dote niahs :x
Last time you dhun even bother to care wether i was dead or alive until now .
Athought i was ur only gan-mei .
Arsehole kor lurhs :x
Then he went ahwei house with zhenrui bahs , then i nd him conversation end .
Then continued playing my computer ..
Blahblahblahs ~
Till huilin online , yayayays then night time ate my dinner .
Chatted with long kor , his is supper duper rich lurhs . He is bringing me out one day . Not to jurong pint can lerhs :X
so went bathe , denise called me told me some stuffs .
Lols ?
Then online chatted with ongyenping , denise weiting nd zhenrui . He buying me clothes tommrow . :S
and i know somthing ! .
Never hold on to someone who does not love you anymore
Unless there is posibblities .. or esle it is silly to hold on
That whad i think , there no suck thing as '' We cant forget '' .
Outside there are many guys , what for cling on to one . ?
and worst he does not love you ...
Never be a toy of love .
Hais ..
I'am really so sick of hearing people saying how much you love me and how you don't .
For now i have enough , i really wish what was on your mind .
so my un-answer question could be answer , if you still think of her
I aslo canot say anything cause she is better than me . I understand ...
As for now i want to enjoy my single life ..
single is freedom (:
Yesterday blogger could not went . So today post lurhs , Yesterday was woken up by my mother she wants to bring me go see doctor it was fucking early at that time she kept nagging at me to faster wake up .
Irratating mans , then went to clinic the person said afternoon then come back . Whoa waste my time niahs , so my mother went civil center first . Jacky nd cheryl came and find me . Talked a while then my mother drive me home , was so bored at home . Chatted online with huilin , suddenly dhun feel like go out , but bo bian need to go see doctor . So i was very hurried , i bathe all that then forget to bring my comb ! ):
Took cab to causeway point , saw chiew yan mummy , edwin daddy , cheryl , jiayi{jacky tang-ge girlfriend} , ahwei{Jacky tang-ge} . Then walk around , jacky accompany me go see docotor , see finshed denise called so she coming cwp . when i step in causeway point i saw cherylene laogong ! So long never seen her aready . I physco her to fifth floor with me :x Then saw a lot people there , went car park talk . Then cherlyene todl me stuffs , denise came she bought em a braclet it was beautiful (:
Then went took neoprints , Sorry have to pangseh denise , yenping nd cherylene ):
Accompany cheryl go hoem changed , then board the bus got xiaoeric , chiewyan , edwin nd suyi . Slept in the bus very tired , reached there keep find jacky shoes canoot find , so went eat first . They don't let me eat fried things , cause i was sick . So i ate salmon , i ate halfway i soptted bones i immedialty stop eating -.-
Thn jacky gei gan go peel for me i don't wan eat liaos , then went take bus home . Cause i was hearing techno then i keep shaking my head , then chiewyan mummy kept staring at me . then i shake my head she was there laughing like siao . xD Then they all said i gurt my voice back liaos , xiaoeric said i sound man -.- .
I think so toos , but now liek no vocie liek that liaos , poor me .
Reached cwp one big group at cavana , never said hi to them or what . Cause we were going in buy water .
the boys went smoking then jacky walk me home .
Now i wan to enjoyed my single life :D
Sadly now , i don't need
BOYS in my life now . I choose independence.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Just back from outside . So today i sept halfway and i got a bit fever , so my mother on the air-con for me . Then she went bugis , sleep till shuang shaung :D . Then wake up nobody at home , on computer . Chatted with huilin and siying . Huilin asked me go xiaojacky house , so being bored and have nothing to do at home i agreed . Met huilin and marsiling mrt i message her and she did not see so she only left her house when i reached marsiling mrt .
At time time i was darn hot , i was pespiring like nobody business . And i hate pespiring it feel YUCKS . So huilin came walking like a errrr .. Nevermind . Went to 7 11 it has cool me down . Bought two 500ml water in case i need to drink in xiaojacky house , we took cab there huilin call me crazy cause i don't want to pespired again . So reached there was very hot lurhs , then my fever came again . My whoel body is like so hot , so i ate huilin gave me the panadol and took a nap while xj nd huilin play their audtion . I was there complaining hot so xj on the air-con very shoik lorhs . Slept a while , then woke up see them paly audtion after that yencheng came . It was hilarious lurhs , then i felt hungry so me nd huilin decided to go causeway point to eat so we bid goodbye to them .
Reached cwp saw eileen , phyillis nd maryln . And saw ziitng toos , went there to talk . Went to eat , i was eating halfway ahwei call me asking me wether to ffind him . I said see first lorhs go his house so sianns .
Then went buy drink zhenrui sms me , he was at marsiling mrt . It was raining heavily .
Slack at cavana waited for them around half an hour , We say xiao mat he ask us to acc him to eat ljs so we acc then siying nd eileen came . After that went marsiling mrt find zhen rui , nicholasneo nd alex . Then went to bubble tea , something happen . Poor zoe ! ):
Then zhen rui fetch me to fuchun cc while nicholasneo fetch siying . then fetch the rest . Alex went to song eilen then he went ahwei house -.-
At there blow aircon , sibei sians then slack till go ahwei house , zhen rui said i unblance -.- alex was fast lurhs he fetch zoe . me nd zhenrui the slowest , cause nichoalsneo never tell us turned in then nearly bwuang .
At his house slack , densie came back ler . miss her a lot lurhs !! Tommrow meeting her !! (:
Elisha did nrut have enough cash so did nrut buy my present but she promised to buy things in singapore ! ^^
Glad they two are back :D
Then siying nd zoe song me go taxi zoe lobang me . Not bad zoe ! :DDD
Reached home bathe , cant use the comp quite long sickening borther wan sleep lers.
Nites ~
Saturday, November 18, 2006

Edited by ' Siying . (:
Today i did not go out , was very sick .
I had cough , cold nd throat pain . I feel like i am a super super sick person ):
At msn open a conver gurt huilin nd millie nd me . We talk about the past .
Haisss ..
Ate my medicine in the afternoon and went to take a nap , it was a sunny afternoon .
It make me irratated >:(
Woke up chatted nd ate my dinner . On phone with jacky (:
He at casuewaypoint with his tang-ge , then went to eat my medicine .
Huilin called me and told me lame stuff . You neevr want to guess .
Anyway , chatted with her . Then put down , then jacky message me something .
I was shocked ? never this kind of thing will happen lorhs .
then call huilin ask me call her handphone yenping was inside , we were happy tommrow denise will be coming back . ^^
Then ahwei called , they decided to call jae handphone .
But i call ahwei first to talk things out , he did not seem serious . Then hack care lahs .
Call jae handphone nd confernce with yenping nd huilin . Was very bored lahs .!
So me nd yenping out down the phone . OFF my television nd went to play my comp .
Now i am running a slight fever ):
I hate being sick during hoilday zhenrui yesterday told me on phone how come we sick don't wan sick during school day nd during hoildays . Super agreed !
Arghsss !!! ):
Sleeping soon the medicine is making me weak . ARGHS !!!
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Now my mood is very down , who can brigthen up my mood .
So today woke up in the morning felt my head was very heavy , cause yesterday i drink my cough suyrup it was drowsy .
Went online , yenping told me denise was at her house . So early mans .
So denise keep ask me come out , so i went to bathe and get ready .
Was on phone with siying nd huilin , that zhenrui busybody want to talk to us .
Reach yenping house , then play com for a while . Went out (:
Reach causeway point saw huilin they alls , wanted to eat pasta but i was sick .
So went food court ate , i ate korean cusine . Was great ! (:
Then went walk walk , we went orange julius yenping saw a girl . Then slowly we talk her name was michelle , she gave us advice is like she know a lot of things lorhs . she is 19 that why . Then i told ahwei to come , i thought he will not come . Did not know he really came , they went fragance .
Then daiyang came , same old us . Saw each other we bicker , but look never change at all .
We were bored so we went fragrance so huilin , yenping went over to talk to ying . But she DK lorhs , make us so du lan .
We were there screaming -.-
Then ahwei came again , nicholas neo nearly had a fight with denise .
then zhen rui nd alex keep di siao me , zhen rui u can go die la .
lousiest part time stead of ALL !
%#$#$^#$^#^
Then went to yenping house took something then went to marsiling mrt with nise .
i am sick again .
hais , who is there for me . WHERE IS DEARDEAR ?
go think of her la . i dhun give a dman anymore .
I'am veh tired le .
I cant belived i am breaking down again , all BECAUSE of a guy .
WAKE UP LA , JOWENACHUA ! ):
anyway denise going oversea , miss you alrights ? ((:
<3333
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Today wake up super early , just to go work .
I was super duper lazy mans , i jsut cant bear to leave my bed .
Hhahahs .
Anyway , somehow i manage to get out of my bed . I on my computer nd saw those early birds online . They could get more sleep but i could not , i was force .
Blahs
. &^%&%Went to bathe , nd ate my breakfast . And i could sleep in my mum car , was feeling very sleepy when i step into the office . Cause i knew i wanted the time to pass fast so i could go home and have my beauty sleep .
But somehow time did not appease me . grrrrs ~
stop work at 2 plus nd ate my lunch , soemhow deardear call me nd talk on phone with me .
how kind :x
Then i slept at the sofa was super comfortable , blasting the air-cons .
Woke up nd start doing work agains , my mum was nagging at me . So i conitunued to do .
Then went back to sleep agins . woke up my mum was ready to leave office .
Me toos !
Hahahas , slept in the car agains . :x
Went home , chatted with missongsiying <333 .
I told her i could be part time lesbian nd part time girl . Cool ehs ? :D
Myble i should stop contacting you ? seeing you make me thing of the past .
i don't wish to remeber our past anymore , i want my love life to be completely smooth nd sucessful without you nd our past lingering in my mind .
I'am sorry . I said i will forget you nd i will DO it . Even i am missing you , i will lie to myself that i am not missing you . That no point thinking of you anymore cause there's no hope in us again , not ever again ...My tears are not worth for uu .

me nd nise again
me .
Me nd zhenrui
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Morning woke up , was supposed to go work .
But i was sick ): . My whole day was runied with just a sore throat .
Went online and chatted with huilin nd yenping they were going to meet zoe .
Talking about zoe make me so fuck-up ! Grrrs ~
Don't make start the story agains , cause it may spoil my mood now .
So ahwei miss call me , call him he did nurt answer . Was so moodless aready and he is not answering my phone . So i give up calling him .
Then zhenrui called me , he asked me to call back .
So i called back , he told me to chat with him . Should have NOT call him back .
Shiatless me ~ >:(
So zhen rui wan me come out but ahwei don't allow me as i was sick .
But since they say they would ride to yew tee nd accompany me , i just say anything .
But in the end ahwei want to spray his bike , so i being the good one went to marsiling meet them . Huilin meeting zoe , eileen nd yenping there , i did nurt left u all out .
Is that i was supposed to meet them , but since u all got pass by marsiling .
I meet u all as well . (:
So don't angry guys !
Zhen rui nd ahwei came with their bikes , i sat at ahwei bike first .
his ride was exciting :D but dangerous , overall it was fun .
Then changed to zhen rui , he did not have any stregthen anymore .
I know i 'am heavy * sighs .
Reached ahwei house , i just stare at zhen rui nd ahwei spray their bikes .
They spray quite long till i nearly fall asleep .
we all were hungry , so zhen rui cooked maggie mee . I shared with him .
Ahwei ate curry rice , then watch VCD ~ furry house ? Forgetten the title .
But it was a fighting movie that was twins inside .! :DDD
After that denise call me , everything is gonna be alright dear (:
Thanks to ahwei nd zhenrui denise laugh agains . haahhs .
i was sweating like hell ? Cause i was wrestling with zhenrui . I never DARE to wrestle with ahwei cause he has stregthen .
Then at 10 p.m me nd zhen rui went off , zhen rui rode me to marsiling mrt .
Thanks it was a hard trip for him :x
And again i know i am heavy *sighs .
reached gurt nag by my mother , so irratated lurhs . Cmae back nd get those ridiculously nags .
Feel like slapping her mouth , nd my big brother off my com nd plug off the wireless another bastard in the family .
Was glad one bastard have just move out nd another bastard , liek father like son .
BASTARDS !!! ^#^#^$#^%$&^*&^%&$%^
My body still have the red rashes , is itching me !! ):
Zhen rui aslo have at leg , Lols . he more jiatliat . :x
my hand mre jialiat .
Tommrow going work ? don't know . see my mother .
We are getting further aways ): *sighs . You don't seem to care about me anymore .
Hais ...
myble something i don't know but you are lying to me ? Or i am just thinking too much ?
Love is not reliable ?
Oh please i am SO FUCK UP ):
me :D
me nd nisenise love her !

friend forever
me nd isaac